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i want BoA's tux shoes for my birthday (hint for aten and kak nani. kekeke). i'm in love with the shoes since i first saw from BoA's mv. can someone give me that? i found one at joe's. thought of buying it after i didn't get the gladiators but this month a bit overbudget la. hopefully it's still there next month and i can get it for my birthday. if not because of lee wanting expensive item, i wouldn't have to save this bad. frankly not because of lee la but with this month's bill that's extremely high - consequences of using heater non-stop and the tickets. next month, there'll be another bill coming with the same amount this month and deposit for the new house. really burn a whole in my pocket.

come to think of it, what outfit fits the most with the shoes. if BoA then obviously suits her well cause she's wearing a long jacket. kinda like a man's outfit. but for me? still thinking whether does it worths buying it. mmm....

blogger award again. yippie

1. Put this badge in your awesome blog.
2. Award this badge to 4 bloggers whom you think are inspirational and friendly.
3. Make sure you put the ‘recipients’ names here n link
4. Let them know about this

1. Pu3

2. Kak nani

3. Nady

4. Jajana

p/s: thanks to ramesh for the award.

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fait's been a bit rocky at my house lately. 1st... the feud between a and b. then somehow a got so into her emotions that it's become hard between me and her. now a just talk to c. c is being neutral but obviously she's on my n b's side. duh! so i guess i've seen your true color eh? guess you're not the sweet and innocent type at all. i even shut my ears to my best friend just so that i can try and change what people always talk about you. to alia - i guess you're totally right all these long. she's definitely not worth it. no wonder all her friends stay away one by one. only these 3 best friends remain. wonder why they don't stay in the same house. hopefully, she'll be out for good. though i'll be a loner, it's better than having her with me. i've had enough. i'm becoming a bad person because of her. screw you! i can't no longer stand all your anger, shouts, complains. just name it and i've downed through it all. i just hope that you won't be doing the same thing you did to you best friends now that i know the truth. no wonder you've been keeping it a secret from me. now you're trying to tell all the people how bad the 3 of us are. go on! i don't give a damn what people going to say. awak tu jela betol. kami ni jela salah. we are all 1@2 year older than you are. we've been through a lot. you're just a fresh grads from high school. to b and c, let's just pray that all this will be over soon.

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not the finals k! 2 episodes till the season finale of supernatural. can't wait to know how the ending will be like. it's gonna be hell of months from may till june. i feel so pressure bout the finals. there's no room to make mistakes. so little time yet so much to read. wish i have a photographic memory. wouldn't life be easier??? have to struggle since i didn't really perform during my mid term. ya allah - do let me pass this paper. i really need/have/must pass the paper. amin...