salam eid-adha

hows your raya people? mine was ok la. slept at al's for 2 days. ate nasi ayam during the first day of raya. the night before, had dinner at ulfah's. thanks to them for inviting me. during the second day, attend the jamuan raya at istaad during the day and had tqa's birthday party at pizza party during the night. i gained 2 kilos in just few days ok! penat2 je diet. i have a plan during this winter. hopefully it's a dream come true. already asked mama bout it and she said ok but abah just ignored my text. sad3x. now, i'm just waiting for confirmation from my peeps. hopefully it's a yes from all of them. plan to study xde but plan nak jalan2 sudah ada. bagus sangat la tu kan sab oi. right now, my current situation with the house is still unknown. whether to move out@not. everything depends on the landlord. hopefully a total no no. if i move out, sure gonna use lots of cash. budget for winter will be reduced and it's not gonna be cute

R.I.N.D.U

i'm back from hiatus after a month plus without blogging. frankly, lots to talk about but let me just make it short. i'm all alone right now. luckily i'm blessed with good neighbors - ulfah, sabby, jaja, aimi, ad, eza and chubby. not to forget my besties zura, alia, paah, tya and tiqa. few days back, i received a bad news. my besties are all going back to malaysia for good. out of 9 of us, 7 had gone. only 2 left - me and dino. the day i sent them back, i cried till my lacrimal gland coudn't produce tears no more. on the way back home, i cried. when i got back home, din called me and i cried again. later, i went to gamaah to sit for my exam, i cried again. after the exam, din called me again and i talked to all of them, i cried again. i cried again before i go to bed. in the morning, my eyes were swollen like shit. i miss them like hell right now. only god knows how bad i am doing right now. dear god - you're the only one i could turn to when i'm alone. do give me the strength to carry on. to knani, aten, din, farid, nash, fakhry, and alip, do pray for my success here. let's meet up in malaysia yah! love you all...

how do you love me now

my hobby right now is to curl my hair. thanks to khal who make it happens. can't believe he has the talent. surprise surprise! btw, i'm going back to klang tomorrow. sob3x. have to leave everything behind. szsaz asked me 1 question - which one you like? usm@egypt? my answer - i don't like the course i'm doing at usm but i love the life there. i like the course im doing in egypt but i hate the life there.

days at usm

had lots of fun today... again! thanks to szsaz. yesterday, it was a treat from ramesh at old town and today was a treat too from szsaz at laksa shack. love you guys so much... fyi, they are my buddies during my old days at usm. miss usm so much especially my block. seriously looks like a hotel. so cold and cozy. me likey! i'm going back home soon and will meet pu3 for the last time before she goes back to cyber. can't wait for the day cause it's shopping time!!!

back at usm

i can't stay longer in penang. i'll be super fat thanks to aunty fina. hahaha. wanted to go back tomorrow but have to postpone it till friday. right now im still searching for the flight to go back to kl this friday. lots of stuff to do here. i had lots of fun today. too bad atok left early in the morning and i don't even have the chance to say goodbye. woke up nearly 11 today cause i slept so late last night. after i arrived here last night i straight away text-ed haziq who was still driving back home from his college


me: haziq, ur luvly cousin is here. cpat balik

haziq: eleh... don't lie2 ye


i straight away dialled his number


me: i da kt sni la. cpt balik

haziq: yeke? i da smpi da pun. cpt bkk pntu

me: ok2


ain't he a darling? hehehe. this afternoon, i went to usm and met ramesh there. we went to queensbay and we chit chat chut and shopped till we couldn't walk no more. then haziq picked us up and we sent ramesh back to fajar harapan. tomorrow, i'm going to meet sharifah and most probably going to queensbay again. can't wait for the day. yippie!!! did i mention that mama never gave me cash? thank god atok gave me some. hahaha. saya sayang atok saya