aloha 2013

exactly a year and 3 days. yes im here. safe and sound. miss me? don't be. there's facebook, instagram and even twitter :) you guys can always find me there. the reason that i've been missing all this while? busy. cliche' i know but well, that's the life of a medical student i presume. gotta go now. got some errands to do. buh  bye :)

after a long hiatus,,,

hello fellow readers. words can't describe how much i miss all of you loyal readers :) been attached to my hectic schedule all this while. sorry for the lack of updates :( i'm doing good so far. busy busy busy as usual. class from 8-3, saturday till thursday. friday is the only day off for me so on friday i just sit back, chill and relax. hahaha. i can't really figure out what to blog today but i just hope that all of you will have good days ahead. till then, peace out!

post-raya

i miss blogging. a lot! due to the stupid connection of the internet, i have to put blogging on hold. when  the connection is back to normal, i just don't know what to write. i'm lost. my head is empty. shall i just quit? hurm,,, anyhow, i'm back in egypt for 2 weeks now. i miss my family so much. this is the worst homesick ever! :( i dream of my family everyday. yesterday, while texting with my mum, i cried :( what is wrong with me? i just can't wait to finish my study, earn a degree, pack my bag and leave this country for good. i just wish for some sort of miracle to happen so that i can grad earlier. is it possible???

ya rabb!!!

Alhamdulillah,,, i got the greatest news ever in my life. thank you Allah. mom and dad, your daughter is coming home soon. wait for me =)

goodbye to you? never!

people said that i should come out from my shelter, stop being invisible. but for me, i love keeping a low profile though i must admit, exposing yourself is a good thing in a way or another. what shall i do? i'll take the safe approach. be in the middle i.e not too exposed and not too invisible. agree?

the post-exams should be something that we should celebate right? not with a party like what all those mat salleh do but just hanging out with friends, watching movies and chilling around. especially now that ramadhan is coming soon, we can do iftar together, terawih together. having fun while doing something for pahala in return =) . but i realize, all of my friends seem to be stressed out though it's over. why oh why? just let me know and perhaps i can do something to cheer you guys up. ok? ;)

and to YOU, i miss the old you. where have you been? come out come out wherever you are. i've known you for 4 years now. it makes me sad watching you behaving like that :( . ya Allah, please help her find her inner peace. i'm begging you. amin ya rabbalalamin