blogger award

thanks to nad for the award
love you always babe

the end of time

currently in exam mode

jajana aka jiran aka penghuni sementara beyt allstar

thanks for the tea that you gave us last time. i drank it and now i feel much better. my period pain is at ease right now

melayu@cina@mat salleh

i hang out with my housemates last night - kak nani and aten. we were chatting, laughing. it's like a slumber party. so she talked about people in malaysia right now trying to be mat salleh and how much she hate it. it was like a pang to me. am i 1 of them? at least i think i'm not. i don't speak english all the time. i speak malay without the slang. i admit that at home my family and i speak half malay and half english. we don't speak chinese though i'm quarter chinese. my grams who just passed away for nearly 10 months now was a chinese but she's a muslim since she was a kid as she was adopted by a malay family. all of my chinese family can't speak mandarin. but i can speak conversational mandarin thanks to my all my chinese firends. being in a class of 3 malays out of 44 students kinda hard actually. you have to gain their trusts for you to participate in any presentations. honestly, my friends all don't speak malay though their malay papers were way better than mine. they can't even speak their own language. can you just imagine that their mother tongue is english? i was like - what a total waste! i mean being a chinese but you can't speak and being an indian but you can't speak. so being in those situation made you speak in english all the time at school. when i enter the matrix, then only i started to speak in fully malay as there were malays in major. though sometimes i mixed up english and malay, i am proud to be a malay and i don't have the slang. just ask all my friends if you don't trust me. right guys?

100th post - convo with my parents

1st convo
me: ma, can i or can't i buy the phone?

mama: i thought i told you to ask abah about it

me: alrighty then


2nd convo
me: bah. can i get the phone?

abah: sorry for the late reply. so tired. i still think that you should buy it in malaysia. easier and more choices

me: but it's cheper here. so damn expensive in malaysia. i want that phone badly

abah: later i'll survey it for you. bye


i was like what is going on here? totally not my mum and dad. usually they don't talk like that to me. so frustrated. especially my dad. he don't usually end the convo like that. trust me! you can see in my text i was hoping some kind of a response from my dad and all i got was a bye. and my mum... she replied my text after i asked her bout something else. argh!!! is my dad still mad at me because of the car thingy? i don't know what's gotten into them. hmm...