post-raya

i miss blogging. a lot! due to the stupid connection of the internet, i have to put blogging on hold. when  the connection is back to normal, i just don't know what to write. i'm lost. my head is empty. shall i just quit? hurm,,, anyhow, i'm back in egypt for 2 weeks now. i miss my family so much. this is the worst homesick ever! :( i dream of my family everyday. yesterday, while texting with my mum, i cried :( what is wrong with me? i just can't wait to finish my study, earn a degree, pack my bag and leave this country for good. i just wish for some sort of miracle to happen so that i can grad earlier. is it possible???