blogger award

thanks to nad for the award
love you always babe

the end of time

currently in exam mode

jajana aka jiran aka penghuni sementara beyt allstar

thanks for the tea that you gave us last time. i drank it and now i feel much better. my period pain is at ease right now

melayu@cina@mat salleh

i hang out with my housemates last night - kak nani and aten. we were chatting, laughing. it's like a slumber party. so she talked about people in malaysia right now trying to be mat salleh and how much she hate it. it was like a pang to me. am i 1 of them? at least i think i'm not. i don't speak english all the time. i speak malay without the slang. i admit that at home my family and i speak half malay and half english. we don't speak chinese though i'm quarter chinese. my grams who just passed away for nearly 10 months now was a chinese but she's a muslim since she was a kid as she was adopted by a malay family. all of my chinese family can't speak mandarin. but i can speak conversational mandarin thanks to my all my chinese firends. being in a class of 3 malays out of 44 students kinda hard actually. you have to gain their trusts for you to participate in any presentations. honestly, my friends all don't speak malay though their malay papers were way better than mine. they can't even speak their own language. can you just imagine that their mother tongue is english? i was like - what a total waste! i mean being a chinese but you can't speak and being an indian but you can't speak. so being in those situation made you speak in english all the time at school. when i enter the matrix, then only i started to speak in fully malay as there were malays in major. though sometimes i mixed up english and malay, i am proud to be a malay and i don't have the slang. just ask all my friends if you don't trust me. right guys?

100th post - convo with my parents

1st convo
me: ma, can i or can't i buy the phone?

mama: i thought i told you to ask abah about it

me: alrighty then


2nd convo
me: bah. can i get the phone?

abah: sorry for the late reply. so tired. i still think that you should buy it in malaysia. easier and more choices

me: but it's cheper here. so damn expensive in malaysia. i want that phone badly

abah: later i'll survey it for you. bye


i was like what is going on here? totally not my mum and dad. usually they don't talk like that to me. so frustrated. especially my dad. he don't usually end the convo like that. trust me! you can see in my text i was hoping some kind of a response from my dad and all i got was a bye. and my mum... she replied my text after i asked her bout something else. argh!!! is my dad still mad at me because of the car thingy? i don't know what's gotten into them. hmm...

help!!!

i'm having a major cramp right now. can't move that much. my chest, stomach and back are in pain. already ate the painkiller yet nothing happened. supposedly someone had to cook for dinner yet she's not at home. the least she could do is to text but i guess something might come up that she forgotten to do that so. i'm not in the mood of calling the pizza guy for delivery. guess i'll just puasa today. hungry3. i just lay sit back and relax today because it's my 1st day and usually it's something like this. can't move much though.

tagged by pu3

1. APAKAH NAMA BLOG ANDA DAN KENAPA ANDA MEMILIH NAMA ITU?
just so you know. because i love the way it was put up in a sentence

2. APAKAH LINK BLOG ANDA SEKARANG DAN BAGAIMANA BOLEH TIMBUL IDEA UNTUK MENAMAKANNYA SEPERTI ITU?
www.sabrina-halim.blogspot.com. earlier nak letak sabrinahalim but dah ada orang guna

3. APAKAH 'METHOD' PENULISAN DALAM BLOG ANDA?
life experience

4. PERNAH TERASA NAK HAPUSKAN BLOG ANDA? SEBABNYA?
tidak. what's the reason of having a blog if u wanna delete it right?

5. APAKAH PENDAPAT ANDA MENGENAI BLOG KEPADA PEMILIK BLOG YANG TAG ANDA INI?
i get to know the thing that i never knew before

6. SENARAIKAN 5 ORANG YANG AKAN ANDA TAG:
anyone can do this

i'm addicted to...

i surrender by celine dion. i've heard this song before when i was young but i didn't know the title. i watched america's got talent and i saw this one girl singing the song. hurry and download it peeps. totally a must for celine dion fans.

last moth i downloaded the latest album from jay chou. rainie yang, f.i.r, jj lin and wang lee hom. honestly, i was surprised that their musics are getting lousy. i think i'm going to delete their albums later except for jj lin. a big thumbs up for you. totally love the album. to jay chou - go find another composer. your songs are so recycled. i keep hearing the same composition from each of your album. f.i.r is no longer a rock group but a jazz one? hahaha. go and figure out yourself. my dear rainie, your music is so sleepy. it sure will be a good lullaby for my future kid. to lee hom - totally the worst.

probs that's never ending

don't know why but lately the net has been a bit slow. we paid extra yet the net is still beyond satisfaction. i guess it's a never ending for us here. "patience is a virtue"- can it still be used? mmm... clap your chest, ask your appetite (to be translated into bahasa melayu)

those days...

i need to talk to you



i miss you



it's been months



i'm begging you



i've tried to talk to you for like millions of time



but still...



though we both know that it's not right



i just need to talk to you



i couldn't hold my tears no more



please...

c'mon

few left till my 100th post. lots of things to share but very lazy to type. i'll try to find some time for it. hopefully after i finish all my exams but that will be far from reality. how can you endure yourself being away from laptop till 29th june = 69 days = 2 months++? so not gonna happen. haha. till then...

toddles!!!

to nani unnie

i got an entry comment from nani unnie saying that why would i write an entry about e's birtday instead of hers. unnie, mianhe. i was waiting for the party's picca but i did an entry on you on my previous post right? oh! i forgot. you're not my blog stalker. hahaha. so once again... happy 22nd birthday to you though it's already been for like a week. hurry go and find a boyfriend so that we can have a permanent musyrif. go and marry him so that we can have a baby to play with and i can guarantee you that we'll shower your baby with lots and lots of love. but seriously, it's so hard to get a boyfriend here in mansourah. haiz!

this picture was taken when pak lah came to cairo. it was 2 years ago. you guys have to add lil' bit of wrinkles on the photo and you'll get the current photo of her. hahaha. i just realize that our house didn't take photo together except during our trip to dumyat during winter which i look very very fat. if i'm not fat then i can write an entry about us but have to wait for summer to burn the calories. hahaha. so who's next on the birthday's line? me me me! remember 10 jun peeps!

sanghae chukka

happy 23rd birthday to e. may all your wish come true and long live amin... sorry i wrote 22nd in the message because i add 2 years to my age at the moment ie 20. hahaha. after i text-ed him, i was expecting some kind of a reply but none. so suddenly aten buzzed me asking me to go watch HAPPY TOGETHER. so i went to her room and stayed there for like 1 hour++. i went back to my room then i found out i got a ym and a missed call from e. he was asking bout how i know the birthday then i replied - facebook. then he thanked me and we chat for a while. he told me that he called me before but no one picked up. so i told him i was in my friend's room and he told me not to save the number because it's an ammu's number. so i was like "la... nape nak call. wat susah2 je". he replied "bukan slalu org wish bday ni. xslah kn nk ucap trma ksih". "xpe2. small matter je. hehehe"

stressful

i'm so stressed-out. with house probs, finals, ticket. but the most important thing is of course the finals. the date is coming soon and yet i haven't finished studying. tension3! can i just boil my books and read them? lots of thing to memorise. somebody please take the finals for me. one more thing with the house. no water for the past few days? how pathetic is that? i smell.. euw! the kitchen is messy and i hate it when i cook that the kitchen is messy. about the ticket, i didn't officially buy it but i already booked it from baim. hopefully i can go back in time. insyaAllah.. hope i pass this year's papers. then i can puasa+raya in malaysia. if not - bye bye malaysia. when i was ym-ing with nad - my friend from alex, asking about the ticket, she was like "eh! u x book lg ke? i dh siap byr dh. ni pn consider lmbt coz kwn i sume since winter dh book". then i replied "ha? yeke? xdela... ni kwn i sume pn xbooking lg ni. sume nk book after kluar result. tkt kna repeat kn. i pn ikut jela diorg booking bl2 pn".

home~

i wanna go back home this instance. miss my family so much. exams coming soon and here i am blogging. hahaha. miss on9-ing in the middle of the night at home when mama would go out and say

mama: sabrina... tdola. dh mlm dh ni. esk nk p rmah nnek

me: ye, jap lg org tdo la. x blh tdo la... jetlag

mama: yela 2. ngada sngt dok ikut. mama blh je tdo. xde jetlag

me: mama lain, org lain

so i ended up sleeping when i reached my gram's house. then i woke up before zohor. but better than nad kan bangun before asar. hahaha. sorry nad syg. luv u so much. *wink* then mama would say

mama: ya allah anak dara bngun tnghri. bgus tol

me: org tdo lmbt la ma. tngh holiday ni. xpela tdo pkl brp pn

mama: mcm2 la kmu ni

me: hehe

sure if i go back then the same thing will happen. hahaha. sorryla ye ma. even now i have difficulties to sleep at night. i can only sleep after subuh. then wake up before zohor. if i got a text from mama, i will reply it at 12pm here in egypt = 6pm in malaysia. then my mum would be like "y so late u reply?". if i call them, usually it's 6pm in egypt = 12am in malaysia. then my dad was like "kamu ni xtdo lg ke? ktorg dah bedtime dah ni". sorryla ye bah. sab klu rndu kat korang, bila2 masa pun saya akan call.

missing U

dear god! please let me find my 1st crush. hahaha. i've been searching for him like forever.. to that person - you don't know how much i miss you right now. please show up. huhuhu

uh-oh

he looks so cute in baju melayu. hehehe

dammit!

click me!

hahaha. only certain people can read those. it's my 1st attemp and thanks 2 nani unnie .1 more thing - sanghae chukkae unnie. happy 22nd bday. don know how to spell d proper korean word. unnie sdh tua. semakin mtang. jgn wat perngai bdak2 lg k! saranghae unnie

which way?

if you are to drive at this kind of place then what would you do? btw, egypt is getting hotter now. i want winter. huhuhu

tagged by jajana

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
1. sab
2. sabby
3. sabrina

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
1. 10 jun
2. 10 jun
3. and 10 jun

THREE THINGS YOU’VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
1. dinner
2. browsing
3. nagging

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. smile
2. shopping
3. have a pep talk

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. handphone
2. ticket to malaysia
3. iPod

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. surfing the net
2. shopping
3. movies

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION LOCALLY:
1. europe
2. korea
3. greece

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. nescafe
2. latte
3. cappucino

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. keys
2. purse
3. handphone

THREE THINGS NOT TO BE FOUND IN YOUR BAG
1. make-up
2. food
3. clothes

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. pink
2. black
3. red

THREE LEAST FAVORITE COLORS:
1. chocolate
2. yellow
3. orange

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1. nadi nil
2. malls in malaysia
3. my own house

TOP THREE “THINGS” SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. handphone
2. laptop
3. cash

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. boring
2. lazy to study
3. tagged by jajana