if only

Is there any way to fasten things up? Correct the wrong? Turn back the time? Oh boy i really do wish for it. If only...  :(  im at the point where i can't tell anyone but myself and Allah about my situation. How do i go through this without anyone. If only they understand me. Ya Allah, aku memohon hidayah-Mu. Kau tunjukkan lah yang sebenar2nya, lindungilah aku, tenangkanlah jiwaku, permudahkan lah segala urusanku. Engakulah yang maha pemurah, penyanyang dan pengampun. Amin...