not at ease, still...

Sometimes, i wonder why am i facing such a huge difficulties comparing to my other friends. Unsatisfied, of course. It'd be a lie if i say no. To whom i may tell this? I feel scared, sad, depressed, stressed. Can't everything just turn to the way it was before. Im reaching my 3 series soon yet i still don't find a clear pathway of myself. I guess, Allah is fair afterall. All i have to do is pray,pray,pray cause he's the only who can help me right now. To whom it may concern, im sorry. Really...