just another day

can i just get good news after this? no more sad and pathetic news please!!! Ya Allah... let me be happy. no more worries. Amin...

so i text-ed my dad during his birthday. 12 am Malaysia time. i waited for the whole day for him to reply but none. so i text-ed mama

me: ma, abah x dpt ke text that i gave him wishing him happy birthday

mama: dunno. wait i'll go ask him

mama: he told me he replied ur msg early in the morning

me: ooo... ok

so last night we went to nusan to have our dinner. finally i got to eat balado. after that we sent Kak Nani back home. Aten and I went to Joe to buy handbag and guess what? i got a new handbag. yay me!!! thanks to Aten cause it's a birthday present from her. happy3

29.06.09 - happy 49th birthday daddy

i'm so happy today. the exam is finally over. after 3 months waiting. thank god! and uh-oh, not to forget, happy 49th birthday to my beloved daddy. Sabrina will always love you dad. moga pnjg umur murah reeki and don't forget to add more on my allowance. hehehe. after we finished our oral exam, we headed to the bank cause Kak Nani wanted to withdraw the money for the flight. then we headed to Hegaz where we had our lunch and guess what? it's a treat from Din. thanks Din! so after i reached home, i straight away went to my bed and watch dreamgirls. i know! so lame kan? after 3 years baru nak tngk. hahaha. can't wait for my peeps to finish their exam so that we can go to Cairo A.S.A.P

one big happy family

so me and my housemates went out to have our dinner at giardino cafe. not that i'm lazy to cook or what but there's nothing to cook because we ran out of groceries. din asked kak nani to bring along the dvd that she forgot to give it to him which by the way, the night before he came to my house and copied all the korean series that i have and took some of kak nani's dvd. sanggup tu... so we met him there. thought he's going back after but he ended up having drinks with us. then the 4 us went to metro together like a big happy family. i'm not trying to brag or what so ever but din actually said "wa.. bestnye kluar dgn korg". baru tau eh kluar dgn ktorg mmg best. hehehe. i'm the youngest one (second youngest la actually. hahaha) with big bro and big sis. so we shop till not so drop la kan (no money. how pathetic is that? it's sad being poor literally) when suddenly we met dino and nash. so we chat a little and we headed back home

doom machale

i think i have a problem studying histo. though it's only a book but i can't seem to digest the info from that piece of book. im so doomed. it's almost the end of the exam but i don't fell good about it. hopefully i'm going back on august but not september please... can't wait to watch transformer with my housemates and peeps. then go buy souvenirs at hussein. dino, nash, farid - palli and finish your exams. us the gadis-gadis transformer (like din said) can't wait to go to cairo :)

p/s: 80% sad, 20% happy

wtf???

another 1 to be shit about - my stupid fuckin' laptop. i don't know la why suddenly the wifi will turn off by itself. it takes a while for it to be connected. if there's no net, my mozilla will get stuck. if i play my mp4 files, the player will get stuck. dammit la!!! i have to wait for a month at least to send it to my uncle to fix the prob. anyone knows any solution to this?

leave me alone

shit you! and i really mean it this time. why do you keep on distracting me even if it just for fun. i'm not your toy that you can play with when you're bored. i hope that i won't see you back in malaysia though we're only few minutes apart. i hate you so much. stay away from me please. i don't wanna cry for you no more cause it's killing me mentally

it's over

i'm totally over him, literally. it's been tough days for me. i cried till my eyes swollen. when i woke up this morning, i can't really open my eyes. not to mention that my eyes are originally sepet . people can barely see the pupil of my eyes. Put was totally happy with her date which by the way she drove all the way to seremban to meet Shah. so sweet ok! after the thing that happened with me, i ym-ed her and told her about everything. she didn't like the fact that i have a thing for that fella earlier but i just ignored it. like she said- go find someone your value Sab. i guess she's true all along. thanks girlfriend. the talk that we had was a really good one. i'm no longer the pathetic Sabrina. i moved on. hopefully i'll find someone better. amin...

ok2! enough with the jiwang moment. speaking of me, which is funny to think about it but people actually thought that my real name is Sabrina Halim. even my aunt didn't know that i have Nur in front of my name. right now, people know me as Sabrina Halim instead of Nur Sabrina Abdul Halim. mama told me that she actually wanted to put my name as Sabrina only but later people might think that i'm not a malay because of my 75% chinese looks though i'm only quarter chinese. so she ended up registered my name as Nur Sabrina.

i was chatting with Amin earlier after a long time. he asked me whether is it a tradition for my mum's side to have names ending with -na. frankly, no but it just so happen coincidentally. my mum's siblings - Rafina, Sofina, Zarina. my siblings - Sabrina, Liyana, Adriana. Aunty Na's daughter - Qistinna, Qashdina. ain't it cute? then my future daughter will have to go with Serena i guess. if i'm going to have a son then obviously it'll be the same with my husband. sab, don't be so gatal ok!

happy father's day

to my daddy - happy father's day. sabrina loves you so much abah. it just so happen that it's going to be your birthday soon on 29th june. wish i could celebrate it with you but i guess i'm gonna miss yours and mama's. woke up this morning then i straight away text-ed him

me: happy father's day abah

abah: thanks. nape lmbat wish? exam mcm mn? dh hbs ke?

me: sorry. bru bngun. blom. tngl 2 hr lg. 25th n 29th

p/s: countdown till your 49th birthday

tagged by fannie

1.Adakah anda rasa anda HOT?
x langsung ok!

2.upload gambar kegemaran anda
3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
kelihatan kurus walaupun hakikatnya gemok. haha

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
sudah lama x makan. makan jika aten order

5. Ape lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
4 minute - hot issue

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain dari buat tag ni?
angau. hahaha

7. Selain nama anda sendiri, apakah lagi nama yang anda suka orang panggil anda?
sabrina

8. Tag lagi lima orang
pu3
kak nani
aten
jaja
ummu

9. Siapa no 1?
BFF since 7

10. Siapakah orang nombor 2?
rum8 cool yg bru

11. Org nombor 3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
ok taecyon

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4?
penghuni sementara beyt all star yg tlah lma mnghilangkan dri

13. Katakan sesuatu berkenaan orang nombor 5.
always change her boyfriend. i ni gak dr dlu yg single mingle

hot issue

1 subject - 2 papers to go. can't hardly wait. it's summer and i got flea-bite all over my body. my body looks terribly horrible. lots of scars and red spots. it's so fuckin' itchy. can't help myself but to stimulate the itchiness. i need to do laser treatment this instance. mama spare me some money please!!! hahaha

tic toc

counting the days for the finals to be over so that i can finally go back to malaysia. but then the incidents between my family and i makes me don't wanna go back home. ottoke???

special entry to ummu ulfah

sorry i didn't notice the entry my dear. totally my fault. by the way, thanks k babe! i'll always love you -xoxo-

tagged by pu3

What is your name?
Nur Sabrina Binti Abdul Halim

How old are you?
21 years and 5 days

When is your birthday?
10.06.1988

Are you looking forward to it?
just had it

Why?
who hates birtday?

Are you happy?
pretty much

What makes you happiest?
when i get what i want

Are you afraid of something?
of course. in fact, i have tons of them

Do you live alone, or with someone else?
someone else

Who?
my colleagues

Do you have any pets?
none

What is your favorite cartoon?
Spongebob Squarepants.

Have you ever hit a deer?
nope

Do you drink?
haram alaik

Do you prefer beer or liquor?
like i said - haram alaik

What is your favorite non-alcoholic drink?
nescafe ice

What kind of cell phone do you have?
currently i'm using jaja's razr

Do you like it?
of course! thanks to her i can still contact my family and friends

What is the funniest word you ever heard?
kalau marah, letak telor kat dada pun boleh masak

Do you hate it when people call you "dear"?
why must i be?

To whom have you sent the most text messages?
mama

What did you do for new year's eve?
it's just another day

Were there lots of pictures?
none

What is your favorite movie?
A walk to Remember

What is your favorite song?
Elliot Yamin - you say

What concerts did you want to see in 2009?
none. at first wanted to go to tami husni's but the ticket was so expensive! ghali giddan ya ammu

What is your favorite place to chill out?
wessaya cause they have the lcd there

Do you work out?
hahaha. do you have to ask this?

Do you wear any jewelry?
nope

What is your favorite memory of the past couple of years?
my friends at kmpp

What is your goal for the year?
pass all my papers with flying colors

What do you think about when you first wake up?
check my messages

Do you shower daily?
you have to especially now that it's summer

Alone?
no. with kak nani

Have you ever eaten sushi?
yes

Did you like it?
50-50

List five things you can't live without:
family, friends, handphone, laptop, money

What is your best physical feature?
do i have 1?

What is your middle name?
don't have 1

Do you get choked up during dramatic movies?
so far no

Have you ever liked someone that all of your friends hate?
not hate but kinda bit skeptical bout him. betol ke put? hehehe

Is there anything that you regret?
yeah and i just wished that i could turn back time

Do you want children?
obviously

How many?
at the moment 2 but who knows bout the future right?

What is your favorite number?
8

What is your favorite sports team?
can mansourah sport's team count in? go go go mansourah!

What is your most over-used phrase?
dammit!!!

What do you not say enough?
i love you

You and your other half?
still searching

Did you get over your ex, or are you over him/her?
totally over him

Are you currently with someone?
single mingle. T_T

Who said "I love you" first?
of course la the guys!

Where?
text

What is your most significant relationship?
during my matrix life

What is the most romantic thing a significant other can do?
love me and accept me just the way i am

Do you like pet names?
it's cute

Do you have any?
no

Do you believe in living together before engagement/​marriage?​
not at all

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
no. aren't i an angel? hahaha

Does this person know you better than anyone else?
hopefully

Would you marry this person?
amin...

Are you happy with your sex life?
gotta wait till i get married

Who is "Your" band?
F.T Island

What is "Your" song?
Pussycat Dolls - hush hush

Do you think you'll be together for a long time?
oh yeah! definitely with my invi boyfie. duh!!!

Do you do a lot of surveys?
kinda

Did you like this one?
ok la

12.06.09 - happy 21st birthday to fahim

a friend of mine that i know during my matriculation year. he's doing medic in indonesia right now. moga panjang umur murah rezeki. thanks for remembering my birthday buddy. gotta meet when i go back home k! hopefully you'll be in malaysia too by that time. friends forever!

21 - key of freedom

thanks to my housem8 for the la poire cake. not to forget all the wishes from my friends. i've received lots from you guys through friendster, myspace, facebook, ym and text messages. those who send wishes through text messages, sorry i couldn't reply now because i'm running out of credit. i'll get to you guys ASAP k! to my family, thanks for the special wishes. love you guys so much. ni x sabar nak balik raya ni. hehehe. do pray for me k! to all my colleagues, together we aim for nagah fi imtihan insyaAllah. btw, notice the cake was on top of my physio book. hahaha. i was listening to the music while studying when suddenly kak nani n aten enter the room and sang a birthday song for me. i'm so touched you guys. i was waiting for your wishes. i received the first wish from farid as early as 9am on 9th june. i guess who'll be the last one to wish me? coz there's someone who's so eager to be the last one. i'll wait for you k fakhry! that's if you remember la kan...

10 jun - i'm 21

i'm 21 this year. time flies really fast. i feel like it was just yesterday i started my primary school and here i am now in university waiting for a prince to come and propose me. cewah!!! alhamdulillah... i still have the chance to live on this earth. i just hope that this year i'll be more mature, murah rezeki and panjang umur. the cake was given by my aunty during my 19th birthday. i didn't have the picture from my last year's birthday party as it was a surprised one. so obviously i didn't bring any camera. thanks to my friends here in egypt. it surely was a blast last year. it's been 4 years since i last celebrated my birthday with my family. sedihnye!!! T_T. as long as i'm staying here, surely there'll be no celebration with them. lucky i'm blessed with a big family here in egypt. i love you guys so much especially my housemates - kak nani and aten and not to forget, my ex-housemates - kak t-rah, izaty, lani and cida. no one can ever replace you guys. to my friends in malaysia, spare me the present k! i'll come and get it from you when i'm back. hahaha. kidding!

hate you but love you

sometimes... eventhough you like that someone so much, you can't just like him without knowing the real him. know something but not everything about him. and i mean really really know him. i guess i just have to let it go this time around. sad but it's for my own good. you know my love for you won't fade away... T_T

hungry but full

yesterday, i didn't eat a single thing till 9.30pm at nusan were i had nasi mutiara. the rice is so dry that i couldn't swallow the food. what a waste. there goes my money. if mama tau habis kena bebel. this morning too i don't have the appetite to eat. i just cooked maggie but i can't swallow it. what's happening to me?

my handphone went dead for a week so i didn't text my mum at all. i usually text her everyday. yesterday around asar i received an offline message from nadhirah.

Nadhirah Abd Karim: hey
Nadhirah Abd Karim: if u on9 tell me k
Nadhirah Abd Karim: ur mom cnt contct u
Nadhirah Abd Karim: shes been worried sick
Nadhirah Abd Karim: so do text me thru fon k
Nadhirah Abd Karim: ur mom email u un x jwb
Nadhirah Abd Karim: its been a week sab
Nadhirah Abd Karim: just wana make sure ur o
Nadhirah Abd Karim: ok*

i was like mama bagi email? x dapat pun. since when plak mama bg email? so i was looking for my malaysian friend. then i saw ramesh's name. a friend of mine from usm. so i text-ed her

sabrina_halim88: u...
sabrina_halim88: nk mntk tlg blh?
nur ramizah: YUP
nur ramizah: sorry
sabrina_halim88: huhuhu
nur ramizah: td ade org mai booth
nur ramizah: nape?
sabrina_halim: its kQ
nur ramizah: nak mintak tlg per?
sabrina_halim: sory kcu
nur ramizah: takpe2
nur ramizah: hehe
sabrina_halim88: text kn my mum
nur ramizah: no worries dear
sabrina_halim88: 0123199764
sabrina_halim88: kata kt dia i ok
sabrina_halim8: my battery is dead
sabrina_halim88: charger xde
sabrina_halim88: nak kol asyik xdpt
nur ramizah: alrite
sabrina_halim88: u kata la u kwn i from usm
sabrina_halim88: i contact u through internet
sabrina_halim88: klu ckp ym dia x fham la plak
sabrina_halim88: sory sshkn u k!
nur ramizah: soccay
sabrina_halim: later pape u just tell me
nur ramizah: okayhh
nur ramizah: alrite
sabrina_halim88: thank u so much
sabrina_halim88: luv u
nur ramizah: luv u
nur ramizah: i da sent
sabrina_halim88: ok
sabrina_halim88: dia ada blas?
nur ramizah: not yet
nur ramizah: huhu
sabrina_halim88: ooo...
sabrina_halim88: ok
sabrina_halim88: sory sngt sshkn u
sabrina_halim88: i bru pndh rmh
nur ramizah: takpe la
sabrina_halim88: net x stabil lg
nur ramizah : not a big deal la babe
sabrina_halim88 : ssh nk contact dia
nur ramizah: ouh
nur ramizah: i now ni kat megamall kuantan
sabrina_halim: la..
sabrina_halim88: yeke
nur ramizah: ad prmotion for e-government
sabrina_halim88: watpe?
nur ramizah: i bertugas
sabrina_halim88: u under ur company la eh?
sabrina_halim88: how's it so far?
nur ramizah: just jage booth
sabrina_halim88: oo...
sabrina_halim88: hows ur job so far?
nur ramizah: okay la
nur ramizah: huhu
nur ramizah: jap
nur ramizah: ur mom da reply
nur ramizah: she said
nur ramizah: wslm..syukur dpt berita thru u..today is her brother bday
nur ramizah: i'm so worried
nur ramizah: anyway kirim salam
nur ramizah: tell her
nur ramizah: to get a new battery
nur ramizah: or giee news thru nad
sabrina_halim88: hahaha
sabrina_halim88: my mum 2 mmg
sabrina_halim88: dia cuak cket
sabrina_halim88: klu blh sruh i text dia every day je
sabrina_halim88: hahaha
sabrina_halim88: thank u so much ramesh
sabrina_halim88: u saved my life
sabrina_halim88: hahaha
sabrina_halim88: dh 1 week i x xcntct dia
sabrina_halim88: dh x tentu hala dh dia
sabrina_halim88: hahaha
nur ramizah: hehe
nur ramizah: no hal la babe
nur ramizah: heheh
nur ramizah: k la
nur ramizah: i nak wrap up da ni
nur ramizah: heheeh
sabrina_halim88: ok2
sabrina_halim88: thanks again dear
nur ramizah: catch yoy later babe
nur ramizah: hehe
nur ramizah: bye2
sabrina_halim88: alright
sabrina_halim88: tc
nur ramizah: u too
nur ramizah: anything nak i reply to ur mom
sabrina_halim88: xpyh kot
sabrina_halim88: ckup la just that dia dh lega
sabrina_halim88: thanks btw
nur ramizah: okayh
nur ramizah: u r most welcomre
nur ramizah: welcome
nur ramizah: alrite then
nur ramizah: daa~
sabrina_halim88: daa

then later i ym-ed with nad through haziq. dapat lagi kena bebel from nad. hahaha. totally a hari-kena-marah day for me. one more from the landlord coz we didn't switch off the motor. it's not my fault though.

my mum sure worried sick about me. if i go back home late sure she'll be texting me every 30 minutes. chill k ma! sorry to make you feel like this. don't worry. i didn't forget khal's birthday. as soon as the net is stable, i'll straight away call you yah!

p/s: to dino, this is the ramesh i've been talking bout. haha

06.06.09 - happy 13th birthday to khaliq

to my one and only brother - happy birthday khal. you're officially a teenager now. kakak will always love you. sorry can't call you right now. the net is extremely crazy. will call you later k!

psycho bitches

kak nani, aten and i have turned into psycho bitches. yes we are! so what? got a problem with that?

30.05.09 - happy 22nd birthday to kak tirah

sorry for the late wishes kak tirah. you know i always love you no matter what happens. 1 week a bit late huh? i'm such a bad person. really3x sorry

20.05.09 - happy 20th birthday to izzati nor

p/s: photos courtesy of syahida jaya and kak nani

har giddan

egypt is getting hotter now. 36 degrees. damn hot! wonder when it hits 40++ degrees. i'm going to soak myself in an ice bath.

when you look me in the eyes

when i look into these people's laptops, all i can see is their admire

kak nani - yunho
aten - taecyeon (kinda like him though. ottoke aten? . hahaha)
jajana - top
fannie - donghae (not actually look into it but who doesn't know it?)

me? just stepping on the true world. not gonna be a crazy fan like them. hahaha

shame on you

yesterday aten stayed in kak nani and my room. we were chatting in the room when we suddenly heard the noise from our kitchen. someone's stealing the food from our kitchen. our room can see the kitchen through the window so i peeped into it. guess who took the food? dia n geng dia. we were like "what the heck?". we haven't even taken our dinner and there she was eating our food. to make it worse - she tagged along her friends. i just don't get it. she told us she doesn't wanna pay the money for food every month and there she was eating our food secretly. how stupid is that? and she doesn't even has the heart to ask the permission first from us. shame on you! where goes all the islamic quality that you learned while you're in sekolah agama? where is your so-called maturity? do realize that you just menumpang in our house k! find a house soon and kindly leave our place. don't forget to tag along your friends

muahahaha...

on9-ing at new house. yippie.