it's over

i'm totally over him, literally. it's been tough days for me. i cried till my eyes swollen. when i woke up this morning, i can't really open my eyes. not to mention that my eyes are originally sepet . people can barely see the pupil of my eyes. Put was totally happy with her date which by the way she drove all the way to seremban to meet Shah. so sweet ok! after the thing that happened with me, i ym-ed her and told her about everything. she didn't like the fact that i have a thing for that fella earlier but i just ignored it. like she said- go find someone your value Sab. i guess she's true all along. thanks girlfriend. the talk that we had was a really good one. i'm no longer the pathetic Sabrina. i moved on. hopefully i'll find someone better. amin...

ok2! enough with the jiwang moment. speaking of me, which is funny to think about it but people actually thought that my real name is Sabrina Halim. even my aunt didn't know that i have Nur in front of my name. right now, people know me as Sabrina Halim instead of Nur Sabrina Abdul Halim. mama told me that she actually wanted to put my name as Sabrina only but later people might think that i'm not a malay because of my 75% chinese looks though i'm only quarter chinese. so she ended up registered my name as Nur Sabrina.

i was chatting with Amin earlier after a long time. he asked me whether is it a tradition for my mum's side to have names ending with -na. frankly, no but it just so happen coincidentally. my mum's siblings - Rafina, Sofina, Zarina. my siblings - Sabrina, Liyana, Adriana. Aunty Na's daughter - Qistinna, Qashdina. ain't it cute? then my future daughter will have to go with Serena i guess. if i'm going to have a son then obviously it'll be the same with my husband. sab, don't be so gatal ok!