Tuesday, June 23, 2009

it's over

i'm totally over him, literally. it's been tough days for me. i cried till my eyes swollen. when i woke up this morning, i can't really open my eyes. not to mention that my eyes are originally sepet . people can barely see the pupil of my eyes. Put was totally happy with her date which by the way she drove all the way to seremban to meet Shah. so sweet ok! after the thing that happened with me, i ym-ed her and told her about everything. she didn't like the fact that i have a thing for that fella earlier but i just ignored it. like she said- go find someone your value Sab. i guess she's true all along. thanks girlfriend. the talk that we had was a really good one. i'm no longer the pathetic Sabrina. i moved on. hopefully i'll find someone better. amin...

ok2! enough with the jiwang moment. speaking of me, which is funny to think about it but people actually thought that my real name is Sabrina Halim. even my aunt didn't know that i have Nur in front of my name. right now, people know me as Sabrina Halim instead of Nur Sabrina Abdul Halim. mama told me that she actually wanted to put my name as Sabrina only but later people might think that i'm not a malay because of my 75% chinese looks though i'm only quarter chinese. so she ended up registered my name as Nur Sabrina.

i was chatting with Amin earlier after a long time. he asked me whether is it a tradition for my mum's side to have names ending with -na. frankly, no but it just so happen coincidentally. my mum's siblings - Rafina, Sofina, Zarina. my siblings - Sabrina, Liyana, Adriana. Aunty Na's daughter - Qistinna, Qashdina. ain't it cute? then my future daughter will have to go with Serena i guess. if i'm going to have a son then obviously it'll be the same with my husband. sab, don't be so gatal ok!

9 comments:

fatin suhaimi said...

jgn cedey2 ahh cik sab,,,,
aku pon rasa x pyh ahh pikir psl dia,,,
life must go on ok!!!!
ada pny nnt soulmate cik sab tuh,,
just lambat or cepat jer,,,
nk cepat u kena byk2 ahh doa,,,,
huhuhu,,,,
for me it's better bercinta ngan org yg sayang kita than org yg kita syg,,,
org yg syg kita akn appreciate kita lebih than if kita bercinta ngan org yg kita syg,,,
am i rite???
dun worry kita still muda,,,,
we still ada long way to go,,,
so,sab unnie,suelpuen hajima,,,
nani unnie n me always here when u need u,,,
arasso???

NaNi said...

adoi..gatal btul entri neh. cam confused sket..adekah ini cik sab?? lol

Sabrina Halim said...

hehehe. tq rum8ku sekalian. don wry. im fine now. hdup mst dtruskan. kekeke

Merci'Be said...

betul kata cik aten tu..

aten said.."for me it's better bercinta ngan org yg sayang kita than org yg kita syg,,,
org yg syg kita akn appreciate kita lebih than if kita bercinta ngan org yg kita syg,,,
am i rite???...
ur rite aten,muah2....
me also with u tau,sab....

chayOK!..!!!!!!!

Sabrina Halim said...

thanks ummu. syg ummu. much appreciated guys!!!

nadHiraH said...

betol2 tu kate2 roomate u.
walaupun u x cita to me what happened,but nvm im oke with it.
hehe
chill syg,betol kate roommate u sume.
ITS REALLY BETTER TO BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU THE WAY YOU ARE AND WILLING TO DO ANYTHING FOR U,WALAUPUN U X SYG HIM AT FIRST,LIKE PEOPLE SAID,HATI PEREMPUAN TU LEMBUT,SO KITA PATUT GO FOR A GUY LIKE THIS.
chill k?
no matter what,u still hv ur family,cuzins,frens and all yg syg u the way u r.
i love u so much sab!

and and btw,not all in our family yg ade name ended with -na cos i yg pelik,NADHIRAH which makes me the odd one! hahahaha

Sabrina Halim said...

thanks nad. hihi. i know. ur d weird 1. hahaha. lter i free kt smbng k psl ths thng. v both bz mmnjang

Aiza Aidid said...

hahaha.. u cte psl i g date ngn shah.. adoii.. malu i sab..haha

be strong ok.. ade some1 else bttr..
u blh je nk cte pape kat i ok.. ;)

btw, serena is a nice name..ngehehe

Sabrina Halim said...

la.. nape plak nk mlu2. jgn begitu. hehehe. thanks put!!! isnyaAllah...