why am i ugly? why am i fat? why am i stupid? why am i being compared to someone else? it's just so unfair. i've been living in the shadow of someone else though that someone else is younger than me. i just couldn't take it anymore. i've been in this situation since i was young. i'm getting old right now but the same thing keep happening. when i wrote this entry, i couldn't help but to shed my tears. no matter how hard that i prove to the world that i am so much better than she is, i just can't match her standard. she's like born to be pretty with brain and hot body. people listen to her.