if only

i really need the strength to get over with this fella. i can't do much with him around me. literally!!! sabby , sure you can do this. you're a tough girl. remember abah, mama, atok and nenek. they sacrifice so much for you. yes i can do this! if everyone else can do it then why not you. you never learn from your lesson huh? enough is enough. the sacrifice starts right here and right now ok? april is coming soon and that means final till the end of june. august means malaysia. can't wait for it. n_n