oh yeah!

selamat malam egypt dan selamat pagi malaysia

yesterday didn't have internet for the whole day cause baba took the router and experimenting with it. konon wanted to increase the speed but habuk pun tarak! it's final. i'm stopping baba's net and i'm taking the broadband. so sick talking bout the net. in most of my entries, i keep complaining bout the net. it shows how fucking stupid the net here

so tomorrow i got sheet for physio and yet here i am blogging when i'm actually haven't read a single thing. ii'll study after i finish blogging yeah!

the day before yesterday, i didn't go to class cause i sent fakhry to the airport. miss him so much. thanks for the days that we had here. be good and study well k! hope we'll meet again sometimes in malaysia.

after we sent fakhry, i thought we're going home but abg fadh n kak dd wanted to go to asyir to get some stuff from their friend's house. so we went there, indonesian's house actually. we had our lunch there and the food there seriously so yummy thanks to icha. there were like 3 indonesian boys and a girl. seriously the guys are damn cute. haha. they talked indonesian which btw i couldn't understand a thing. when kak dd talked indonesian, seriously sounds like pure indonesian. i was like so blur and they kept laughing at me. haha

after i got back from asyir, there was food from alia. they passed it to ulfah. and guess what it was? nasi impit and kuah kacang. sumpah sedap gler ok! i've been craving for it since i got here. wanted to cook the kuah kacang but very lazy to buy the nuts. i'm so gonna cook kuah kacang after this cause there's lots of nasi impit here now that i'm cooking just for myself. hihi

after i got back from lab at 4, i wanted to draw some money for the ticket but lazy. so i just went back home. guess i'm going tomorrow then. suddenly craving for chipsy. wanted to buy it but no money. so i went back home. when i entered the house, roah was about to leave the house. then i asked her to buy it for me. i had my chipsy and i felt so relieved after eating it. it's like i'm addicted to it. no wonder i'm gaining weight.

so roah's friend is moving with us now. an egyptian! pure one. herm... hopefully it won't be a disaster. as you people might not know, egyptians are not that hygienic. like roah said - their house are like disaster. no wonder she wants to be with malaysian. surprised when she first mentioned to me that she didn't wanna live with egyptian. now that i'm staying with roah, i can finally practice my english skill as i haven't used it for such a along time.

and uh-oh btw, wish me luck for tomorrow ya people. gonna need all the luck in the world to score for this paper. hihi. last but not least, salam peluk cium from me to knani and aten. i miz u guys mucho...

caffeine everyday

the current performance from super junior in mubank? mucore? inki? forgotten already. either 1 la. there were 9 people only. from 13 down to 9. how sad. T_T. hope they'll find a solution soon. same goes to dbsk

last thursday, paah, al n tya came to my house. i cooked laksa for them. not that bad la but still not so mak-mak style of cooking. gotta improve my cooking skill. how memalukan when your mum owns a restaurant but you don't know how to cook. malu ok! everyone expects me to be such a good cooker. like my daddy said : hujan petir berdentum klu sab mmasak. hahaha. ok2. cut the crap. the next morning, we made buah melaka. god knows how big we made because we wanted to finish the flour a.s.a.p. not that we are rushing or anything but just cause. ngee... for dinner, i had sultanah. very the lazy to cook again. thanks to al n tya for the delivery. f.o.c ok! haha

on saturday i didn't go to lab cause i woke up so.... late. when i came, there wasn't supposed to be any classes but boy i was wrong. again i made the big entrance. the class was like so full i had to squeeze in. okay! i'm exaggerating la kan. not so full la but almost to the last row. big achievement ok for our batch! suddenly those who never came to class before were present. surprise2! i guess the way este tackle it is so cool! all of us received a ym from her few days back : sesape yg tidak hadir ke klas sila email reason kpd sy @ wkil sbject. ym x dlyan. how scary is that? haha. me? i always come to lecture. never ponteng ok! cewah

yesterday i cooked mee hoon soup for dinner + breakfast for this morning. right now, i'm still waiting for the rice to be cooked and i had finished cooking ayam masak lemak cili api. ok2. gtg now! the food is calling my name rigt now. till then. toddles!

when there's no one around us

p/s: especially for knani and aten. haha. us during the making of the parody.

let the picture do the talking. how i miss them so much

Ed & Khal

mum & dad

Lee & I

it's gona be solo tonight

herm... so today i didn't go to the ceramah motivasi thingy cause i'm very the lazy to move my big fat ass. so i slept after i had my zohor prayer till asar. woke up. watching house till right now. stop for a while to blog. this thrusday there'll be sleepover party at my house. thought of going to paah, al n tya's earlier but they wanted to sleep at my place. going to cook for them. maybe i'll cook laksa @ maybe we'll just have a takeaway from pizza king. haha. planning on making buah melaka

me: i nk dtg rmh u ni. kt wat buah melaka n tngk muvie smpi muntah

alia: ok. wat kt rmh u la. besar cket. ckup msuk 4 org. dpur ktorg ni bntot pn x lpas. haha

me: i xksah. don mind ke tdo sni?

paah: i ok je

me: korang bwk tpung n kelapa k!

alia: rmh ktorg xde gula melaka. gula putih blh?

paah: gula diet sudah alia. bru muat bntot msuk dapo

me: ya ampun. mcmn nk kawen. mn de org bt buah mlka guna gula putih. i de gula melaka

i laughed my ass off. haha. couldn't believe that someone who cooks very well can think of using the white sugar for the buah melaka

you & i

it's been nearly a week since my last post. with the fucking stupid net makes me feel lazy to do anything. yesterday i bought groceries from metro. went there with jaja and ime after my histo lab. i bought the cicken thought that it's already been cut but not. so i cut it after a while didn't do it. so today i cooked chicken soup. after i had my dinner, jaja gave me lala. rejeki... amin!!! yum yum. im totally stuffed today and gaining weight for god sake. suddenly i'm craving for laksa. family just got back from indon safely. yesterday when i draw my money, there's only rm100++ left. i thought someone songlap my money or something. then i text-ed mama. luckily it's not the songlap thingy. she didn't bank in my money cause i never told her to do so. so this month, i'm using my own cash. cool x cool? hahaha. just now my landlord came to the house to fix the gas. if she comes, it won't be complete witout any nagging. bla3. so now baba wants to drill the ampaian in my rum and roah's. so i won't be hanging my clothes in knani's room cause baba's gonna lock the room soon. wtf? for sure there won't be enough space for my clothes but who cares. lantak la nk watpe pun. mlas da nk lyan. benci la...

counting the days

my family is going to indon tomorrow with my grandparents and uncle mike. have a safe journey to all of you. a week without mama's text. gonna miss it. i'm off to cairo tomorrow. settling my result's translation. have to get a bubble jacket soon. and by mean really really soon. sabby is so pokkai right now. bought sweater and wedges the other night and now i'm poor. dino, come back soon. i asked my mum to pass lots of stuff from malaysia to him. thanks dino! can't wait to see you

i skipped my anat class this morning. just in time for the kakak angkat-adik angkat program and i don't know what's the motif of this thing. when i reached the lecture hall, it's already full. felt like making a big entrance just now. hahaha.

me: u g x program kkak-adik angkat tu?

alia: i x sngup diadik angkat oleh kkak angkt yg bkn semak dgn i

me: u ni mmg sengal la. hahaha

makan orange sampai muntah

i woke up this morning and washed my sheets. when i went out to check the machine, the water was all over the place. seriously banjir i tell you. why egyptians always make a house that doesn't have border between the toilet floor and the floor outside the toilet. if i take a bath, it's always gonna be banjir outside. then i have to mop evrything back. seriously troublesome ok! that's why i don't wanna put my shoes rack besides the toilet but mama insists. see3x! hbs basah sume kotak kasut. hish!

btw, bobo came by to my place the day before yesterday. she just wanted to visit me. then we went out to nil. when we came back, it's already 12 so she just slept at my house. when i woke up yesterday to get ready for class, bobo's still sleeping cause she's not feeling well. so after i got back, she's still at home watching movies. i cooked her dinner and she went back home after maghrib feeling sick. poor you bobo. get well soon!

text-ed mama as part of my daily routine. turned out she's on the way to cameron. just imagine after she got back from work at 8pm on saturday, my family straight away hit the road to cameron. and they got back home around 6 the next day. serious rjin gler.

me: rjin mama g. sab ad pun x g hols mn2

mama: tkut "X" kck hti klu x g

me: herm... yela

bo peep bo peep

so these few days got no internet connection. konon pki satellit and stabil. cet! so typical egyptian. when i wanna change to line, baba wants to cancel the etisalat and all of us have to use the line. saje je tau baba ni! lantak p la. x kuasa mak nak layan. so yesterday i text-ed daddy bout the winter plan

me: bah, jd ke dtg ni?

daddy: tahla. abah xinterested sngt. mama je yg eager

i didn't reply his text cause i was mad. haha. not that mad mad but just a a bit down. i wanted to see them but i'll meet them again next year anyhow but i know mama really needs a vacation right now. the stress from the work, kids. even watching it makes you feel stressed. no wonder lots of people using drugs these days. but it's a total no no ya kids! cheh! i'm only 21 but acting like 31. i'm still a kid myself. konon! hahaha

lee's going to her driving school this saturday with my uncle. welcome to the driving club adik. my uncle owns a drving school so it's half the price for us. hahaha. how cool is that? seriously i save a lot here. not me la. my mum actually. it's her money kan. herm... so she just finished her spm. right after spm, lepak AEON and she even called atok to pick her up. i think she's the only one yang berani sruh atok fetch her from anywhere. even me myself pun still takut2. hahaha.

btw, happy 8th birthday to ed. you're a big girl right now. still remember how i used to clean her when she defecate@urinate. i even bathed her ok! definitely a good sis. feels like wanting a new baby from my mum

me: ma, ed da bsar la. rsa nk adik plak

mama: nak beranak la sndr

me: cet! men2 plak mama ni

mama: hahaha

so i already got 3 yesses including me myself. still needs a yes from this one friend of mine. time is running out peeps... palli and make up your mind. got mid-term from 28th jan till 4th feb. after that, it's winter holiday bebeh! i still haven't bought any new jacket for this winter. wanted to go to port said but couldn't find the rigt timing cause i got class from saturday till thursday. then only day i'm free is friday. T_T. anyhow, let's hope all my plans will work out ameen...

i got a new housemate now. hehehe. kinda weird having her cause i've been staying all by myself for like alomost 3 weeks. btw, she's not a malaysian k! she's sudanese but staying in saudi. so far so good. hopefully, i won't be facing with another problem in the future insyaAllah. to all my malaysian peeps... do pray for me here yah! love you guys lot. can't wait to meet you guys in malaysia.

i woke up very late today. around 11am and i slept the night before around 11pm. 12 hours of sleep. i don't know why but i think the dreams i had made me sleep till noon. hahaha. so i had my shower and i cooked mee hoon tom yam for my lunch and pisang goreng as my dessert. yum yum. people may thought that i'm losing weight cause i won't be cooking but boy were they wrong. i cook everyday ok! can't believe it either. hahaha. btw, ulfah came to my house cause sabby was out of town. so we lepak till nearly maghrib not knowing that sabby was already at home. so we went back to ulfah's and i helped her cook. we cooked steak and god i swear it taste way better than slamlek. thanks to them. hehehe

earlier, i received a text from mummy. surprise surprise she wants to come and visit me but it is all still under planning. it's kinda hard for her to leave her job like that so only god knows whether she's coming or not. hopefully it's a total yes. hihi

still thinking

mummy said yes to the new laptop. yippie!!!

me: ma, u wanna buy a new lptop right? can't u just take mine and i'll buy a new 1?

mama: ok. have 2 buy 4 lee 2

me: alright. kekeke

can't believe mama would agree with that. i'm not mengada ok! mine is like heavy and i need a lighter 1 so that it'll be easier for me to travel. mama just need sumthing that can be used. not that sophisticated 1. so instead, i'll just get the new 1 and mama just take mine. it's kinda like a win win situation. fyi, mama's and lee's laptop have been stolen from our house. so they need to buy a new one. still haven't gotten a new handphone for myself. luckily it's gonna be from daddy cause if it's from mama, she's gonna be so broke cause of me. sorry ma!!!

herm....

it's already the 2nd day day of december. school is about to re-open yet i haven't touched the book. super lazy. help me!!! so much to study, so little time. great!!! i just received a news from knani. another 1 is going to quit. just when i'm about to feel excited that he's coming back, now i have to cry again? shit la! so now it's down to me alone. whatever!!!

judge me tender

to aten, sorry i couldn't reply your text cause i ran out of credit. hols till 6th so most prolly going to reload by that time. hopefully you'll find a broadband soon yah! to knani, wru? i've been waiting for you to online. do buzz me if you are and pass this message to aten k! love you both. btw, i've been online-ing non stop cause i just got the connection to it and it really burns a hole in my pocket. i got no other choice. gotta bear with it. hopefully i'll find new housemates or else i gotta pack my suitcases and find a new place. how tough it is for me huh? with exams coming up and lots to study. really stressed out

already gone

yesterday, finally i got the chance to meet my landlord. he said the rent for this month is 500le and so does next moth. if next month i agree la cause aten n knani know bout this but for this month? earlier he said it was free because just burn the deposit earlier but how now? where to korek the remaining cash? sad3x. don't know what else i'm supposed to do. if i wanna go out, sure i have to find a house but it's kinda hard to do so. next month is gonna be the study month cause we have exam on january. i've been here for only a month and lots of problem have occured. why can't he just clarify it earlier the exact amount when everybody was here. now that i'm alone, you can ketok me suka hati la kan. on top of that, i've been sick since they left. really got no energy right now. i'll just leave the rest to Allah. hope he'll give me a sign for everything. frankly - i gave up

salam eid-adha

hows your raya people? mine was ok la. slept at al's for 2 days. ate nasi ayam during the first day of raya. the night before, had dinner at ulfah's. thanks to them for inviting me. during the second day, attend the jamuan raya at istaad during the day and had tqa's birthday party at pizza party during the night. i gained 2 kilos in just few days ok! penat2 je diet. i have a plan during this winter. hopefully it's a dream come true. already asked mama bout it and she said ok but abah just ignored my text. sad3x. now, i'm just waiting for confirmation from my peeps. hopefully it's a yes from all of them. plan to study xde but plan nak jalan2 sudah ada. bagus sangat la tu kan sab oi. right now, my current situation with the house is still unknown. whether to move out@not. everything depends on the landlord. hopefully a total no no. if i move out, sure gonna use lots of cash. budget for winter will be reduced and it's not gonna be cute

R.I.N.D.U

i'm back from hiatus after a month plus without blogging. frankly, lots to talk about but let me just make it short. i'm all alone right now. luckily i'm blessed with good neighbors - ulfah, sabby, jaja, aimi, ad, eza and chubby. not to forget my besties zura, alia, paah, tya and tiqa. few days back, i received a bad news. my besties are all going back to malaysia for good. out of 9 of us, 7 had gone. only 2 left - me and dino. the day i sent them back, i cried till my lacrimal gland coudn't produce tears no more. on the way back home, i cried. when i got back home, din called me and i cried again. later, i went to gamaah to sit for my exam, i cried again. after the exam, din called me again and i talked to all of them, i cried again. i cried again before i go to bed. in the morning, my eyes were swollen like shit. i miss them like hell right now. only god knows how bad i am doing right now. dear god - you're the only one i could turn to when i'm alone. do give me the strength to carry on. to knani, aten, din, farid, nash, fakhry, and alip, do pray for my success here. let's meet up in malaysia yah! love you all...

how do you love me now

my hobby right now is to curl my hair. thanks to khal who make it happens. can't believe he has the talent. surprise surprise! btw, i'm going back to klang tomorrow. sob3x. have to leave everything behind. szsaz asked me 1 question - which one you like? usm@egypt? my answer - i don't like the course i'm doing at usm but i love the life there. i like the course im doing in egypt but i hate the life there.

days at usm

had lots of fun today... again! thanks to szsaz. yesterday, it was a treat from ramesh at old town and today was a treat too from szsaz at laksa shack. love you guys so much... fyi, they are my buddies during my old days at usm. miss usm so much especially my block. seriously looks like a hotel. so cold and cozy. me likey! i'm going back home soon and will meet pu3 for the last time before she goes back to cyber. can't wait for the day cause it's shopping time!!!

back at usm

i can't stay longer in penang. i'll be super fat thanks to aunty fina. hahaha. wanted to go back tomorrow but have to postpone it till friday. right now im still searching for the flight to go back to kl this friday. lots of stuff to do here. i had lots of fun today. too bad atok left early in the morning and i don't even have the chance to say goodbye. woke up nearly 11 today cause i slept so late last night. after i arrived here last night i straight away text-ed haziq who was still driving back home from his college


me: haziq, ur luvly cousin is here. cpat balik

haziq: eleh... don't lie2 ye


i straight away dialled his number


me: i da kt sni la. cpt balik

haziq: yeke? i da smpi da pun. cpt bkk pntu

me: ok2


ain't he a darling? hehehe. this afternoon, i went to usm and met ramesh there. we went to queensbay and we chit chat chut and shopped till we couldn't walk no more. then haziq picked us up and we sent ramesh back to fajar harapan. tomorrow, i'm going to meet sharifah and most probably going to queensbay again. can't wait for the day. yippie!!! did i mention that mama never gave me cash? thank god atok gave me some. hahaha. saya sayang atok saya

bye bye syawal

when i'm about to blog, i got no idea what to talk about. wanted to upload some pics, but sometimes i'm using lee's, sometimes i'm using mama's and sometimes i'm using haziq's laptop. so ended up just checking my friends' blog and mails. in a nutshell, raya was fun of course. i mean, who hates having raya in malaysia? few days after raya, i went to genting with my peeps from mansoura and lee. it was the same day that i'm having open house but i decided to go to genting cause... frankly, i don't know why. hahaha. it was fun though. just a bit sad cause i can't meet "ehem" at my house. hopefully i can meet him before i go back to egypt. now im at penang visiting my aunty. too bad nad wasn't here, just be friends with haziq, taf and aman. the journey was such an ass cause instead of 4 hours of journey, it turned out to be 7 hours. i'm so sad cause my friends all are on their way back to egypt. i'll be going back on the 1st of november and i'll be ALONE! plus a 12 hours of transit in dubai. pathetic huh? still figuring out what am i gonna do there alone. hopefully nash will be going back on the same date as i am. what's for tomorrow? wanted to visit my usm peeps but still haven't gotten their number. my fault that i didn't ask from them earlier. to adli, if you read my blog, get back to me soon yah! i think i saw you at butterworth bus station today but i couldn't get to you. to knani and aten, take care of the house. i'm coming back home soon. miss you guys like crazy. 

s.o.s

i got what orang tua called as "salah bantal" and it hurts like hell. i can't even move my head. help!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin

tomorrow, after zohor insyaAllah i'll be heading to cairo and i don't know what time i'm coming back. most probably early in the morning. then, i'll be going to airport around 12 pm. my flight will be on 7.45 pm. i'll be reaching Malaysia on the next day, 14th sept around 2.15 pm. i won't be blogging till i reach Malaysia and the net situation in my house is still pending. hope i can blog as soon as i reach Malaysia. if not, sure i'll miss blogging and hear from you guys out there. do pray that i'll reach Malaysia safe and sound. to those going back with gulf and emirates, don't forget your mask! till then, in case i won't be in touch with you guys - Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin. i'll upload my raya pics and share it you guys yah!

balik kampung ooooo balik kampung

260 le just on a 1 week visa. what the heck??? last year 50 le. next year?

can't believe that im going back home soon. received text from khal few minuutes before iftor

khal: x sbarnya nk tngu kakak balik

me: me 2

khal: jgn lupa present

me: x lupa. ambk x kakak kt airport?

khal: x. abah je. sume sekolah. mama mcm biasa - bz. nk khal ambk? blh je kot klu mntk permission frm mama

me: nah... it's k! jmp gak kt rumah nnt

khal: ok! da kurus ke?

me: cket la. u?

khal: sma la gak

me: brp weight?

khal. x timbang. nnt kt tmbang sma2 k! mkn ap buka?

me: housem8 msk lala

khal: kla kak. xmo kacau kmu buka. bye

lovey dovey

don't you just love when the parents call their children anak @ sayang? me likey. so sweet ok!

a ray of light

you did it again! just when you promised me not to. i wanted to scold you but i don't have the right. you know what? just do whatever heck you want to. i just don't care. don't tell me i didn't remind you earlier. the least you can do is to think bout your family especially your harworking dad and your late mom

a day with aman

when i woke up this morning, i received a ym from aman, my cousin who is 11 years old

aman: kak sabrina watpe tu?

me: kakak baru bangun

aman: owh. da makan ke?

me: mana de . pagi lagi ni. x buka lagi

aman: saje je. mana la tau kot x puasa. mesti de tinggal kan?

me: aah. awal2 lagi da tinggal. aman puasa x? ke de tinggal?

aman: penuh je. hihi. kak, aman ingat nak g genting@cameron la. seronok

me: owh. kakak pun nak g. tapi dengan kawan la. kak lee, and khal ajak g ber3

aman: kakak ada duit ke?

me: xde tapi parents kakak ada. hahaha

aman: diorg x ikut?

me: xtau. g sendiri je kot.x pun g dengan kawan

aman: elok la. lupa family.

me: aman x ajak. g diam2 je. sombong sangat. haha

aman: *with an angry enmoticon* k la. aman sign out dulu. bye

mind the skema word. he can't read short forms. biasala... 11 years old. what do you expect right? hahaha. to aman, kakak just love chatting with you. it's something that i can't feel when i'm chatting with and adult. can't wait to meet u in malaysia. hehehe

harapan ramdhan

i'm hoping that i can pass histo with flying colors so that i can start a whole new year with a whole new subjects. ameen,,,

OMG! i jut remeber that i haven't told mama that i'll be reaching Malaysia on 14th. have to reload my credit soon.

*updated*
just when i'm about to publish this post, din called me and gave me the reload number. hahaha. thanks din! i straight away text-ed mama

me: ma, i'll b reaching msia on 14th instead of 16th

mama: gud! the sooner d better. c u soon! slmt brbuka

brief n' short

Lee: kak, adik ni. pe kuasa yg dipertuan agong?

me: ntah. bkn dia cntrol sume ke?

what's the exact answer actually? anyone can tell me? ain't he like doing nothing at all? uh-oh! did i mention i managed to push my ticket to 13th? so peeps, i'm going back to Malaysia on that date and will be reaching there on 14th around 2pm. holler me in Malaysia k!

such a fool

i don't know what else lies in front of me. right now, the only thing i can do is hoping for a miracle from god. let it be a good one this time. please,,, i'm begging.

shine the light and send it on

merdeka!!! happy independence day to Malaysia. though i'm miles away, Malaysia still in my heart. can't wait to go back home. unfortunately, we didn't manage to change the date. i asked Fattah earlier in the afternoon and he said the seats were all full. what the heck? most of the Malaysians are going back home by Gulf Air @ Egypt Air. why does Emirates has got anything to do with that? last solution is to contact the Emirates headquarters and guess what? the office hour is till 2.30 pm during ramadhan. what the heck? god! please let there be seats available.

those days

it's been ages since i last logged in to my frienster account. so i was browsing my friends' list when i saw my crush during matrix time - Kevin. he's definitely a cutie *chuckles*. i'm in the same lecture with him during matrix and the same uni but different course. i was so ecstatic when i saw him during the registration in USM. guess he's doing fine in USM right now. if only i stay in USM, for sure i can see him all the time. he's one of the choir singers representing malaysia. therefore, if there's any function involving singing, he'll definitely be up on the list and did i mention he can sing malay songs very well? you guys should hear him sing "Kau Ilhamku". definitely double thumbs up for him. gosh! i miss him a lot. i always find a chance to talk to him though it's just a brief one. guess who's the wing man? definitely my besties Soo Chian as she's quite close to him. kinda reminiscing those moment right now. i definitely miss my matrix life. a lot!!!

iftor at slamlek

the iftor was good. there were only 6 of us. not the fantastic 9 as usual. i ate chicken slamlek. i even brought my cam but very the lazy to take pic. we arrived there around 6pm and iftor at 6.25pm. luckily, we managed to eat the food on time. that's why i love slamlek. hehehe. i had chicken soup as appetizer but no dessert cause im so full. there's even leftovers from my food. enough for sahur.

to lyana - my future cousin-in-law insyaAllah, happy advanced birthday babe! though we haven't met each other, hopefully we will someday. haziq came all the way from Penang to Shah Alam to meet her which by the way is so romantic ok! can't believe my cousin is that romantic. knowing him, he has such a blah personality. hahaha. joking!!! hopefully you guys sampai ke jinjang pelamin though langkah bendul. ameen...

c'mon baby

activity of the day - iftor with family at slamlek. can't wait. hihihi

never say never

finally, my 1st day of puasa. fortunately, i just missed 4 days of puasa. today i cooked ayam percik for iftor. though it's not that kick but still, can be swallowed la kan housem8ku? had a long chat with farid tonight. we talked about our childhood time. how i miss those days so much. if only i could turn back time*sigh*. well, we just have to move on right? have to gather my energy soon for my physio paper. god! please let it be a good 1. ameen,,,

jera

guess i'm stronger now. happy but deep down inside, i feel empty. what does it means?

1, 10 n 15th sept

20 days left till i go back to Malaysia. can't hardly wait. thought that mama can fetch me on that day but no. abah will be the only one. it's ok! still can meet her though later. can't believe that the restaurant still open on that day. mama definitely is a hardworking woman. i told her to close it during ramadhan and guess what she said? "boringla mama dok rumah x wat pape. baik keje". she indeed sacrifice a lot for all of us. that's why i love you more and more each day. abah should just quit his job soon and help mama to expand her business. hahaha. miss my siblings(Lee, Khal, Ed) like crazy. dhur please be over soon and let me go to my family

ignore me

saw lee's pic on myspace. why is she getting fairer and slender? no fair! i guess it's true then - adik lagi cantik dari kakak. hahaha

1st of ramadhan

1st day of puasa was okay. sahur with egg. during iftor, we had fillet that was given by mama. thought mama was going to cook it for us but nope. fortunately, i asked her soon. but thanks anyway mama for the fillet. because we are too lazy to go to suq, we decided to buy the chicken and fish from metro n wekalah only. just got back from samanudi to buy vegies. didn't have it for such a long time. can't wait for iftor soon. hungry3x. mcm puasa je kan sab. hehehe

yeay esok puasa!!!

i thought we are having ramadhan today but it's going to be tomorrow. with much anticipation, i text-ed mama, abah, aunty na and aunty fina.

me: happy ramadhan bah. have a gud 1. c u on 16th sept. can't wait

abah: thanks sab. same goes 2 u. ole-ole jgn lupa. take care


and guess what my dad wants? mandolin! can you guys believe it? hahaha


me: happy ramadhan ma. have a gud 1. c u on 16th sept. can't wait

mama: thank u. happy ramdhan 2 u 2. take care


me: happy ramadhan 2 my dear aunt n fmly. have a gud 1. salam 2 all. c u guys during raya

aunty na: thanks sabrina. all of us miss u so much. babay qash x sbar nk jmp sabrina. cuti lma2 cket k! booking tcket awl2. c u soon

me: don wry. already booked. 16th sept till 1st nov. miss u guys 2. c u soon


aunty fina: happy ramadhan 2 my dear aunt n fmly. have a gud 1. salam 2 all. c u guys during raya

me: thanks! slmt brpuasa 2 u 2. dtg la penang puasa sni k! jmp rya nnt. bye.


final words from me - kullu sanah antum toyyibin. ahlan ramadhan kareem. happy ramadhan to all muslims and have a good one.

SCAM

have you guys ever heard bout cakra alam? i'm sure most of you did cause the place is quite famous to heal people that can't be healed by the doctors. i know! i'm a doctor-to-be yet i still believe in this stuff. like nenek said "aik! dr. pun prcya ke kt bnd2 ni. hahaha". it turned out that all this while, it was all tricks but not "tenaga batin" as claimed by the fella at cakra alam. surprisingly, koreans discover this with the help of an american magician. this afternoon, i received a ym from zura

zura: sab, u know how to post video from utube to ur blog?

me: just go right to the video n copy from the embed there. then just paste it to ur post. done!

zura: html kt atas tu ke?

me: no. embed on ur right

zura: owh. ok. just realize it was there. hahaha

me: u mmg. nmpk sngt x surf net sngt

zura: btw, watch this video while i post this to my blog

me: no way! cakra alam is a scam? damn those people

zura: i know! tula kan. sian those yg dtg jauh2 nk b'ubat

me: know wat? my nenek spent thousands nk smbuhkan uncle i. ptt dia still !@#$%^&

zura: tula... mkn duit haram. x berkat hidup diorg tu

me: tula. nenek n uncle i slalu ulang-alik g sna. i'll go n text my mum bout this

zura: ok


i text-ed my mum straight after that


me: ma, guess what? cakra alam tu penipu. it was all tricks all this while

mama: thought so. biarla diorg mkn duit hram. x berkat hdup

me: tula. go n tell nenek bout this. dok prcya lg bnd2 mcm ni. ptt la uncle still mcm tu lg. hahaha

geram!!!

tension with this 1 fella. buzzed me but left me alone. waited for you for so long. just ignore me if you don't wanna chat with me ok! i'm fine without you. just go and chat with your so-called friend.

saya buncit

shed off few kilos but my skinny is about to burst? what the heck???

Rapunzel

i need to chop off my hair this instance. feel like cutting it short like boy cut but because of my chubby face, i can only cut it till shoulder length. i wonder when am i gonna be slim and slender. hurm,,,

sabar itu separuh daripada iman

mama: 2 msgs and yet no reply? got problem with your hp ke?

see3x? kan mama dah risau. it's been only 2 days since i last text-ed her but it's like ages. have to draw my money soon and reload my credit. be patient k ma!!!

IDK

received a text from Lee this afternoon. glad but too bad the sms wasn't as i expected it to be. i don't know what the hell is wrong with her. if only she opens her mouth and tell me the what the bloody hell is wrong but instead, you just keep your mouth shut. how am i suppose to help you if you're not helping yourself?

award by Ramesh. thanks babe!!!

nyatakan 5 fakta mengenai pemberi award ini
1. sangat baik
2. bersopan santun
3. manja dengan family
4. kawan outing time kat USM
5. membuatkan saya ingin mempunyai bf yg seakan-akan muka dia

setiap blogger harus menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi mengenai diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya
1. currently gaining a lot of weight *bila nak kurus pun xtau*
2. malas study
3. suka menari
4. rindu sangat pada family
5. in need of someone to lean on *maksud tersirat*
6. wants car, new handphone, iPod and new laptop. boleh mama???
7. i wanna be rich but on my own capability
8. quarter chinese but looks like 3 quarter chinese. cina kat Malaysia slalu ckp cina dgn saya. nsb bek fham. blh lyan cket2
9. semakin suka kucing
10. in love with Jay 2PM. Seattle bebeh Seattle!!!

Alhamdulillah...

that's all i can say after i received a message from mama. sorry i couldn't reply but will get back to you soon ok ma!

Raihana n Sabrina

i was browsing my facebook this morning. then i found my kindergarten friend through my mutual friend. i add-ed her and this morning we were chatting like crazy. it's been 15 years since we last met. the last one when i was 6. i was close to her cause her dad sometimes sent me back home and her mother loved to give tit bits to me. me likey! there was this moment when i actually wrote my name using magic pen on her uniform. the teacher spotted me and we were being punished by standing in front of the class till the class was over. since then, i couldn't dare to meet her parents cause i'm afraid that they might scold me but turned out i was wrong. sorry uncle, aunty!!! so i asked her about updates etc and she knew that i'm in egypt furthering my study through my dad. i'm so happy that she actually calls me her besties. hahaha. just imagine la, at 5, do you expect to have any best friend. obviously no right? i was in chinese school kindergarten before therefore there were only a few malays. we used to be in the same dance group during the annual concert. can't forget how thick the make-up used to be considering you're just 5. the concert was so much fun. even my grandparents and my late great grand mother was there. i was the representative for the malay speech. i must say that i was quite famous when i was in kindergarten. hahaha. btw, not to forget, she's actually dating someone who's 10 years older than her. how cool is that? and guess what? she may be getting married soon. glad to hear that your parents gave you the green light. she already has a job though she hasn't graduate and she's buying a honda city using her own money soon. isn't her life is way perfect???

p/s: to put, u still my no. 1 k!

menjelang hari raya

me: ma, r u gonna bake the raya cookies wit me?

mama: dunno yet. c first. all dpends on my mood. kmu blk lmbt sngt. kwn angah da lma balik

me: ala... nak wat mcmn. have to la

blow me a kiss

if only you know how much i want to scream out your name and say that i like you. too bad i just can't. ottoke??? i'm so doom if that person reads my blog. hope he's not cause if you are, which is likely impossible by the way, hope you don't freak out. hahaha

meat curry

last night i was so hungry that i can't do a single thing. i went to aten's room. wanted to call KFC for deli but no credit. not to mention money too. hahaha. so we went to mama's house. we asked her what she cooked and everything. then she asked us what we had for dinner and whether we want meat. we were like so ecstatic of course we said yes. hang out at her place till 12am. then we went back home and aten fried the meat. i ate till im full. this afternoon, i cooked curry using din's recipe and it turned out so yummy. me likey!!! can't believe after a year i finally managed to cook curry. go sab go. sab hebat!!! hahaha

action speaks louder than word

to adik,

i don't know what else am i supposed to do
i wish i could be there for you but too bad i can't
i don't know how to get to you now that you break all the connections between us
i miss you so much
will there be another raya with you?
please come back home
i'm begging you
i can't live without you
i really need you
can't you do it for me this time?

blergh...

Alexander the great! just when i'm about to feel weak with the flu and sore throat, here comes another 1 - headache. aigoo3x

sickness please go away

woke up with sore throat and flu. argh!!! hate em'. just when i feel like studying, here comes the burden. starting to feel unwell since yesterday. guess i have to go to the pharmacy and get my medicine soon and that's if i'm good to go :p. get well soon sab. the books need you badly and time is running out for you

heartless

it has reached the end of everything and this time, i can guarantee that it's for real

text to and from mama

1am, egypt time

me: ma, can u bank in the money for this month and half next month

mama: sure, how much?

me: as usual

mama: ok

me: thanks ma


1.30am, egypt time

mama: i just banked in rm****

me: wa... so fast? i just text-ed u like half an hour ago. nape bg xtra? tot i just said rm****

mama: kbtulan lalu bank. so just banked in la. yela, mama ni kan cntik n pemurah. hehehe. doa mama, abah, adik2 murah rezeki kt bumi barakah tu. take care ye!

me: yes u r pemurah n hot. hahaha. insyaAllah. amin.... salam 2 all


that's why i love texting with my family except for Lee la. if i text her, for sure she won't reply it unless it's about the thing that she wants. apa punya adikla kamu ni

payback's such a waste...

what would you feel if that someone buzzed you and you were like so happy that your heart is popping out but he@she ended the convo with a bye after a short chat? angry right???

i just wanna...

i feel like a loser today. woke up early in the morning. headed for my laptop but there's no net. watched few videos and felt sleepy. went back to bed and woke up during zohor. waited for the net while watching hindi movie but nothing happened. it's been few days since the last chat that we had. i miss him. ottoke??? had my dinner after maghrib and chit chat chut with Kak Nani till azan isya'. wanted to study but the movies are just too tempting. right now, my mind is in Malaysia. dear god, just let all this dhur thingy to be over soon. i felt so bored that i called Din and asked him out. the 8 of us went out except for Nash. played pool at the usual spot - Black Wind till 1am and later headed to Pizza Party. had our supper and chit chat chut till 3am. right now, i'm at home waiting for azan subuh

i need H2O

woke up this morning unknowing that there won't be any water till now. Kak Nani was the lucky one who got the chance to take her bath. i went to gamaah without taking a bath. sab busuk!!! sprayed lots of perfume. hahaha. thought that there's water when i got back home but there isn't. i still haven't taken my bath till now. just washed my teeth and face using mineral water this morning. thought of going out to Nusan to have dinner but i guess i gotta cancel it. let's just have delivery ok my dear housemates

Cairo 090702-090705

pyramid

in front of the museum

Sab's & Dino's 21st

i totally forgotten that i owe the readers about my trip to Cairo which was nearly a month ago. deepest apology from me. it was a blast trip. left the house after maghrib and we reached Cairo around 1am. after we checked in, we headed to KFC to have our dinner. i was so hungry coz i didn't eat anything that day. then we went back to arma and have our sleep. the next morning, woke up around 9am coz the guys were already at Arma. we went to City Star to check the Transformers screening but they don't have it there. only 1 word to say - PATHETIC!!! then we headed to Genena Mall. fortunately, the movie was there. we took the earliest screening - 3.30pm. stayed there for a while to bowl and played few games there. we even celebrated my belated and Dino's advanced birthday. thanks guys!!! later, we went back to arma and had our dinner at the Bangkok restaurant. it was so yummy that i'm still thinking about it right now. after the dinner, we went to our room to settle some stuff and we went out again to Hussein. malam masih muda. so enjoy it while you still can. Hussein was packed with people. thank god we decided to go at night instead of going in the morning under the hot blazing sun. had my hand for henna and it lasted less than a week. got back home in the middle of the night and had my sleep after my shower. the next morning, we went to pyramid. felt so excited to go there after watching transformers. those who haven't watched it, please do so. all of us have been there except for Kak Nani. so stayed for few hours and guess what? we walked around there and god knows how many km we walked. later had our lunch at KFC. met Malaysian tourists there. semangat giler ok! then we went to museum which was a total blah for me. i'm so not a museum person. to my future boyfie@husband, don't take me to the museum for our date pretty please. it was so boring there and guess what? we have to pay again to see the mummies inside. let me clarify this. it was the most stupid thing that i've ever heard of. ain't it enough that we have to pay 60le(well, 30le for us coz we got the student id) to go inside. now you're asking us to pay another 100le(60 le for those with student id) in the museum to see the mummies. hell no! because we knew the inside would be so boring. let the museum itself be. after that we went to City Star again to have our dinner. then i just realized that i had my red flag day. it was all over my jeans. straight away went to toilet and waited Aten to buy that thing for nearly half an hour. so we decided to go back to Mansoura later that night. tiring but i had to. we got back to arma, packed our stuffs and took peugeot to get back to Mansoura. reached home early in the morning and straight away went to bed without cleaning myself. i know!!! gross right? hahaha

close yet so far

just when i thought that it's near, suddenly it has become so far away. so far away that it's beyond my reach now. what am i supposed to do?

p/s: Aten, don't close the door yet because i'm scared to be alone outside

090727 - happy 44th birthday mama

happy 44th birthday to my mum - Rafina Binti Atan. i love you so much that i couldn't imagine not having you around me. you stick with me through whatever ups and downs that we had. you're the best mum i've ever had. wouldn't trade you for anything in this world

for real...

yesterday, i was chatting with my friend. as I was chatting with him, he asked me certain questions that really offended me a lot. at first, he asked me that he's going to ask weird questions. i didn't see how the weird was coming so i agreed. boy when he asked me that question i was really pissed off. then there was long pause and silent moment. he said goodbye and i was sad. literally... later, i felt like i need to talk to someone. so i ym-ed with Fahim, asking him from a guy's opinion. i'm so sad that i can't think of anything else right now. i never had a huge crush on guy like this one since forever. fahim did console me and i feel so much better now. thank you so much dude for making my mind at ease. appreciate it much. to all the readers out there, do pray for my happiness yah!

takde keje

kasih sayang seorang kakak terhadap adik-adiknya

lepak till you drop

hell i was bored yesterday. asked Aten to go out around 3pm but she declined. so I ended up rolling on the bed staring at the ceiling and wall. i was waiting for somebody but he wasn't there. to make matters worst, no net again!!! after isyak, Din called Aten then we decided to have a walk around Nil but instead we hangout at Wessaya till 2am in the morning. we laughed till our stomachs burst out literally. wanted to stay longer but the waiter there kept staring at us. so we left and walked till we reached home at 2.30am. thanks to Aten and Din for making my day full of laughter. let's go out and chill again yah!

to my dearest housemates

let's hangout at the hall. don't just stay in the room. im so bored. aten with her east of eden. kak nani with her ym. cik sab? kesorangan n kesepian. T_T. i'm in a mess. the room is a total chaos. i feel like sleeping all the time. haven't studied a thing. miss my home so much and in a huge conflict. ottoke?

ada apa dengan Alex?

dinner at Tarboush

already gone butterflies

family portrait

King Farouq's palace

i just got back from alex a few days ago. the main reason was to watch harry potter which btw wasn't thrilling at all. fortunately the trip was a blast. thanks to fakhry's friend Aida for taking us around Alex. i think next time we can sleep there instead of having a one day journey which obviously wasn't enough to explore the whole Alex. so we left our house around 6am and reached there at 9am. we went to Green Plaza and turned out it opens at 12pm. so we went to mumtazar that's literally huge. sure it was a lucky day for the cab driver because instead of getting 30le, he got 80le. hahaha. took some pic there and had our breakfast that aten and i cooked at 1am. after that, we went to San Stefano to watch Harry Potter but turned out San Stefano was just as lame as City Star. so we headed back to Green Plaza and finally, there's hope on Harry Potter. so we have to wait till 3pm to buy the ticket and it's only 1pm. so we went to bowl and i sucked. usually i'm good at it but turned out to be my bad day i guess. so after we had our prayers, we went to the cinema and boy i was so tired that i almost fell asleep during the movie. i would give 3 out of 5 for this movie. less actions and spells but the romance are developing between them. after the movie, we had out dinner at Tarboush and it was a treat form Aida. thanks babe! then we sent Aida back home and we continued with our shopping. well the girls didn't buy anything eventually. we were just waiting for the boys and they definitely shopped till they drop. finally we reached home around 1am.

kiss me through the phone

another 2 months before i go back to Malaysia. guess i have to extend my hols till november. huhuhu. not sure whether mama gonna allow me to do that. more than 80% a big no no la kan. but hopefully she'll have some pity on her daughter. lately, i'm having a major headache. don't know what's the reason behind it. guess my power is incresing. gotta make a new speck soon. lately, i'm not in the mood to do anything especially studying. if only i could zap myself away to Malaysia. wouldn't it be nice? to my family, the deepest apology from me. again i didn't make you guys proud of me.

what went wrong?

haiz. dunnola what am i supposed to do right now. speechless. literally... jom makan panadol banyak2 then baring kt tngh jalan. sape nak join? jom3x. tension la hdup kt sni

HELLO

Kak Fa told me that she already invited me to view her blog but i still haven't gotten it yet. mna ni Kak Fa?. i think la, with my post being so short, i should just update my twitter instead of doing it here. am i right? hahaha

battlefield

mama kata Lee dah kurus. xley jd ni. even Ama said so. ish3

goodbye

bobo left the house already a day before and now it's down to me, Kak Nani and Aten. sad that she's gone but i guess it's for the best right? i'm sure there's blessing in disguise. so we helped her moved out that night and she treated us with dinner at slamlek. the food was damn salty for me. from now on, each of us will be having our own room but we still haven't packed our stuff yet. god knows when it's gonna happen. fyi, there's no net at my place for a week and hopefully it'll be ok after this. i've told Baba since the first day it's gone but he kept on delaying contacting the company. panas je!!! wanted to call Mama but the evoiz is like shitty too. my post recently have lots of curse. hahaha. nak wat mcm mana? tgh pnas gler2 ni

Merah Puteh

Puteh, msk meminang i boleh? jgn la pinang Anggun. kekeke. later mama and abah will say "study x hbs berangan nak kawen. grad dlu bru blh kawen" tua la i bla kawen nnt. wuwuwu

*huge sighs*

frankly speaking, i just can't take all this anymore. with all the problems going on around me. adoi la... i feel like i want to change my date to tomorrow so that i can fly to Malaysia A.S.A.P. there's been a lot going on around me lately. thank god the exam is over. btw, the result is coming out soon. hope it'll turn out well. do pray for me peeps.

i'm back

i'm back from Cairo with bigger tummy and darker skin. hahaha. will blog about it later. till then, ciao bella

egyptians are being so egptians

we went to gamaah this morning to pay the money for our papers. we waited ibrahim for like an hour. he said just 5 minutes but turned out to be 1 hour. so typical arab la kan. then when we wanted to pay the money to the treasurer he/she wasn't there. so we went back home feeling disappointed. muka assistant kat office tu mmg la toye belaka ye! i went to gala' to buy skinny but didn't find 1. so aten ended up buying a nice pair of shoes at milano. then we headed back home and straight away went to bed but i couldn't sleep. the net is like bullshit lately. it's been ages since i last call home. blame the net!

5 minutes earlier, i buzzed this so-called my close friend la. but being so typical of him, he didn't reply me back. bila de kepentingan je then only you'll seek for me kan? just get out of my life la. i don't need people like you. argh!!! tension

less than 2 hours before i leave for Cairo. fyi, i haven't eaten a thing yet since morning and my stomach is making some noise. hungry3x. now only i feel sleepy. huhuhu

do i wanna go back to malaysia this early? i don't think so. not mentally and especially physically ready. hahaha. gotta shed off few kilos before i go back home. this morning konon wanted to jog but ended up lying on bed. my PMS is getting serious. my stomach, back and chest are aching and i did the silliest thing - i drank lots of pepsi which by the way not so good for your PMS

so i'm waiting for maghrib right now and after we'll straight away go to utubis dauli. i feel so tired right now. can i go by bus? don't want tremco. huhuhu. gotta go now peeps! will blog bout Cairo after i get back. i may be staying there for 2@3 days. so see you guys soon. ciao bella!!!

just another day

can i just get good news after this? no more sad and pathetic news please!!! Ya Allah... let me be happy. no more worries. Amin...

so i text-ed my dad during his birthday. 12 am Malaysia time. i waited for the whole day for him to reply but none. so i text-ed mama

me: ma, abah x dpt ke text that i gave him wishing him happy birthday

mama: dunno. wait i'll go ask him

mama: he told me he replied ur msg early in the morning

me: ooo... ok

so last night we went to nusan to have our dinner. finally i got to eat balado. after that we sent Kak Nani back home. Aten and I went to Joe to buy handbag and guess what? i got a new handbag. yay me!!! thanks to Aten cause it's a birthday present from her. happy3

29.06.09 - happy 49th birthday daddy

i'm so happy today. the exam is finally over. after 3 months waiting. thank god! and uh-oh, not to forget, happy 49th birthday to my beloved daddy. Sabrina will always love you dad. moga pnjg umur murah reeki and don't forget to add more on my allowance. hehehe. after we finished our oral exam, we headed to the bank cause Kak Nani wanted to withdraw the money for the flight. then we headed to Hegaz where we had our lunch and guess what? it's a treat from Din. thanks Din! so after i reached home, i straight away went to my bed and watch dreamgirls. i know! so lame kan? after 3 years baru nak tngk. hahaha. can't wait for my peeps to finish their exam so that we can go to Cairo A.S.A.P

one big happy family

so me and my housemates went out to have our dinner at giardino cafe. not that i'm lazy to cook or what but there's nothing to cook because we ran out of groceries. din asked kak nani to bring along the dvd that she forgot to give it to him which by the way, the night before he came to my house and copied all the korean series that i have and took some of kak nani's dvd. sanggup tu... so we met him there. thought he's going back after but he ended up having drinks with us. then the 4 us went to metro together like a big happy family. i'm not trying to brag or what so ever but din actually said "wa.. bestnye kluar dgn korg". baru tau eh kluar dgn ktorg mmg best. hehehe. i'm the youngest one (second youngest la actually. hahaha) with big bro and big sis. so we shop till not so drop la kan (no money. how pathetic is that? it's sad being poor literally) when suddenly we met dino and nash. so we chat a little and we headed back home

doom machale

i think i have a problem studying histo. though it's only a book but i can't seem to digest the info from that piece of book. im so doomed. it's almost the end of the exam but i don't fell good about it. hopefully i'm going back on august but not september please... can't wait to watch transformer with my housemates and peeps. then go buy souvenirs at hussein. dino, nash, farid - palli and finish your exams. us the gadis-gadis transformer (like din said) can't wait to go to cairo :)

p/s: 80% sad, 20% happy

wtf???

another 1 to be shit about - my stupid fuckin' laptop. i don't know la why suddenly the wifi will turn off by itself. it takes a while for it to be connected. if there's no net, my mozilla will get stuck. if i play my mp4 files, the player will get stuck. dammit la!!! i have to wait for a month at least to send it to my uncle to fix the prob. anyone knows any solution to this?

leave me alone

shit you! and i really mean it this time. why do you keep on distracting me even if it just for fun. i'm not your toy that you can play with when you're bored. i hope that i won't see you back in malaysia though we're only few minutes apart. i hate you so much. stay away from me please. i don't wanna cry for you no more cause it's killing me mentally

it's over

i'm totally over him, literally. it's been tough days for me. i cried till my eyes swollen. when i woke up this morning, i can't really open my eyes. not to mention that my eyes are originally sepet . people can barely see the pupil of my eyes. Put was totally happy with her date which by the way she drove all the way to seremban to meet Shah. so sweet ok! after the thing that happened with me, i ym-ed her and told her about everything. she didn't like the fact that i have a thing for that fella earlier but i just ignored it. like she said- go find someone your value Sab. i guess she's true all along. thanks girlfriend. the talk that we had was a really good one. i'm no longer the pathetic Sabrina. i moved on. hopefully i'll find someone better. amin...

ok2! enough with the jiwang moment. speaking of me, which is funny to think about it but people actually thought that my real name is Sabrina Halim. even my aunt didn't know that i have Nur in front of my name. right now, people know me as Sabrina Halim instead of Nur Sabrina Abdul Halim. mama told me that she actually wanted to put my name as Sabrina only but later people might think that i'm not a malay because of my 75% chinese looks though i'm only quarter chinese. so she ended up registered my name as Nur Sabrina.

i was chatting with Amin earlier after a long time. he asked me whether is it a tradition for my mum's side to have names ending with -na. frankly, no but it just so happen coincidentally. my mum's siblings - Rafina, Sofina, Zarina. my siblings - Sabrina, Liyana, Adriana. Aunty Na's daughter - Qistinna, Qashdina. ain't it cute? then my future daughter will have to go with Serena i guess. if i'm going to have a son then obviously it'll be the same with my husband. sab, don't be so gatal ok!

happy father's day

to my daddy - happy father's day. sabrina loves you so much abah. it just so happen that it's going to be your birthday soon on 29th june. wish i could celebrate it with you but i guess i'm gonna miss yours and mama's. woke up this morning then i straight away text-ed him

me: happy father's day abah

abah: thanks. nape lmbat wish? exam mcm mn? dh hbs ke?

me: sorry. bru bngun. blom. tngl 2 hr lg. 25th n 29th

p/s: countdown till your 49th birthday

tagged by fannie

1.Adakah anda rasa anda HOT?
x langsung ok!

2.upload gambar kegemaran anda
3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
kelihatan kurus walaupun hakikatnya gemok. haha

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
sudah lama x makan. makan jika aten order

5. Ape lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
4 minute - hot issue

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain dari buat tag ni?
angau. hahaha

7. Selain nama anda sendiri, apakah lagi nama yang anda suka orang panggil anda?
sabrina

8. Tag lagi lima orang
pu3
kak nani
aten
jaja
ummu

9. Siapa no 1?
BFF since 7

10. Siapakah orang nombor 2?
rum8 cool yg bru

11. Org nombor 3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
ok taecyon

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4?
penghuni sementara beyt all star yg tlah lma mnghilangkan dri

13. Katakan sesuatu berkenaan orang nombor 5.
always change her boyfriend. i ni gak dr dlu yg single mingle

hot issue

1 subject - 2 papers to go. can't hardly wait. it's summer and i got flea-bite all over my body. my body looks terribly horrible. lots of scars and red spots. it's so fuckin' itchy. can't help myself but to stimulate the itchiness. i need to do laser treatment this instance. mama spare me some money please!!! hahaha

tic toc

counting the days for the finals to be over so that i can finally go back to malaysia. but then the incidents between my family and i makes me don't wanna go back home. ottoke???

special entry to ummu ulfah

sorry i didn't notice the entry my dear. totally my fault. by the way, thanks k babe! i'll always love you -xoxo-

tagged by pu3

What is your name?
Nur Sabrina Binti Abdul Halim

How old are you?
21 years and 5 days

When is your birthday?
10.06.1988

Are you looking forward to it?
just had it

Why?
who hates birtday?

Are you happy?
pretty much

What makes you happiest?
when i get what i want

Are you afraid of something?
of course. in fact, i have tons of them

Do you live alone, or with someone else?
someone else

Who?
my colleagues

Do you have any pets?
none

What is your favorite cartoon?
Spongebob Squarepants.

Have you ever hit a deer?
nope

Do you drink?
haram alaik

Do you prefer beer or liquor?
like i said - haram alaik

What is your favorite non-alcoholic drink?
nescafe ice

What kind of cell phone do you have?
currently i'm using jaja's razr

Do you like it?
of course! thanks to her i can still contact my family and friends

What is the funniest word you ever heard?
kalau marah, letak telor kat dada pun boleh masak

Do you hate it when people call you "dear"?
why must i be?

To whom have you sent the most text messages?
mama

What did you do for new year's eve?
it's just another day

Were there lots of pictures?
none

What is your favorite movie?
A walk to Remember

What is your favorite song?
Elliot Yamin - you say

What concerts did you want to see in 2009?
none. at first wanted to go to tami husni's but the ticket was so expensive! ghali giddan ya ammu

What is your favorite place to chill out?
wessaya cause they have the lcd there

Do you work out?
hahaha. do you have to ask this?

Do you wear any jewelry?
nope

What is your favorite memory of the past couple of years?
my friends at kmpp

What is your goal for the year?
pass all my papers with flying colors

What do you think about when you first wake up?
check my messages

Do you shower daily?
you have to especially now that it's summer

Alone?
no. with kak nani

Have you ever eaten sushi?
yes

Did you like it?
50-50

List five things you can't live without:
family, friends, handphone, laptop, money

What is your best physical feature?
do i have 1?

What is your middle name?
don't have 1

Do you get choked up during dramatic movies?
so far no

Have you ever liked someone that all of your friends hate?
not hate but kinda bit skeptical bout him. betol ke put? hehehe

Is there anything that you regret?
yeah and i just wished that i could turn back time

Do you want children?
obviously

How many?
at the moment 2 but who knows bout the future right?

What is your favorite number?
8

What is your favorite sports team?
can mansourah sport's team count in? go go go mansourah!

What is your most over-used phrase?
dammit!!!

What do you not say enough?
i love you

You and your other half?
still searching

Did you get over your ex, or are you over him/her?
totally over him

Are you currently with someone?
single mingle. T_T

Who said "I love you" first?
of course la the guys!

Where?
text

What is your most significant relationship?
during my matrix life

What is the most romantic thing a significant other can do?
love me and accept me just the way i am

Do you like pet names?
it's cute

Do you have any?
no

Do you believe in living together before engagement/​marriage?​
not at all

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
no. aren't i an angel? hahaha

Does this person know you better than anyone else?
hopefully

Would you marry this person?
amin...

Are you happy with your sex life?
gotta wait till i get married

Who is "Your" band?
F.T Island

What is "Your" song?
Pussycat Dolls - hush hush

Do you think you'll be together for a long time?
oh yeah! definitely with my invi boyfie. duh!!!

Do you do a lot of surveys?
kinda

Did you like this one?
ok la

12.06.09 - happy 21st birthday to fahim

a friend of mine that i know during my matriculation year. he's doing medic in indonesia right now. moga panjang umur murah rezeki. thanks for remembering my birthday buddy. gotta meet when i go back home k! hopefully you'll be in malaysia too by that time. friends forever!

21 - key of freedom

thanks to my housem8 for the la poire cake. not to forget all the wishes from my friends. i've received lots from you guys through friendster, myspace, facebook, ym and text messages. those who send wishes through text messages, sorry i couldn't reply now because i'm running out of credit. i'll get to you guys ASAP k! to my family, thanks for the special wishes. love you guys so much. ni x sabar nak balik raya ni. hehehe. do pray for me k! to all my colleagues, together we aim for nagah fi imtihan insyaAllah. btw, notice the cake was on top of my physio book. hahaha. i was listening to the music while studying when suddenly kak nani n aten enter the room and sang a birthday song for me. i'm so touched you guys. i was waiting for your wishes. i received the first wish from farid as early as 9am on 9th june. i guess who'll be the last one to wish me? coz there's someone who's so eager to be the last one. i'll wait for you k fakhry! that's if you remember la kan...

10 jun - i'm 21

i'm 21 this year. time flies really fast. i feel like it was just yesterday i started my primary school and here i am now in university waiting for a prince to come and propose me. cewah!!! alhamdulillah... i still have the chance to live on this earth. i just hope that this year i'll be more mature, murah rezeki and panjang umur. the cake was given by my aunty during my 19th birthday. i didn't have the picture from my last year's birthday party as it was a surprised one. so obviously i didn't bring any camera. thanks to my friends here in egypt. it surely was a blast last year. it's been 4 years since i last celebrated my birthday with my family. sedihnye!!! T_T. as long as i'm staying here, surely there'll be no celebration with them. lucky i'm blessed with a big family here in egypt. i love you guys so much especially my housemates - kak nani and aten and not to forget, my ex-housemates - kak t-rah, izaty, lani and cida. no one can ever replace you guys. to my friends in malaysia, spare me the present k! i'll come and get it from you when i'm back. hahaha. kidding!

hate you but love you

sometimes... eventhough you like that someone so much, you can't just like him without knowing the real him. know something but not everything about him. and i mean really really know him. i guess i just have to let it go this time around. sad but it's for my own good. you know my love for you won't fade away... T_T

hungry but full

yesterday, i didn't eat a single thing till 9.30pm at nusan were i had nasi mutiara. the rice is so dry that i couldn't swallow the food. what a waste. there goes my money. if mama tau habis kena bebel. this morning too i don't have the appetite to eat. i just cooked maggie but i can't swallow it. what's happening to me?

my handphone went dead for a week so i didn't text my mum at all. i usually text her everyday. yesterday around asar i received an offline message from nadhirah.

Nadhirah Abd Karim: hey
Nadhirah Abd Karim: if u on9 tell me k
Nadhirah Abd Karim: ur mom cnt contct u
Nadhirah Abd Karim: shes been worried sick
Nadhirah Abd Karim: so do text me thru fon k
Nadhirah Abd Karim: ur mom email u un x jwb
Nadhirah Abd Karim: its been a week sab
Nadhirah Abd Karim: just wana make sure ur o
Nadhirah Abd Karim: ok*

i was like mama bagi email? x dapat pun. since when plak mama bg email? so i was looking for my malaysian friend. then i saw ramesh's name. a friend of mine from usm. so i text-ed her

sabrina_halim88: u...
sabrina_halim88: nk mntk tlg blh?
nur ramizah: YUP
nur ramizah: sorry
sabrina_halim88: huhuhu
nur ramizah: td ade org mai booth
nur ramizah: nape?
sabrina_halim: its kQ
nur ramizah: nak mintak tlg per?
sabrina_halim: sory kcu
nur ramizah: takpe2
nur ramizah: hehe
sabrina_halim88: text kn my mum
nur ramizah: no worries dear
sabrina_halim88: 0123199764
sabrina_halim88: kata kt dia i ok
sabrina_halim8: my battery is dead
sabrina_halim88: charger xde
sabrina_halim88: nak kol asyik xdpt
nur ramizah: alrite
sabrina_halim88: u kata la u kwn i from usm
sabrina_halim88: i contact u through internet
sabrina_halim88: klu ckp ym dia x fham la plak
sabrina_halim88: sory sshkn u k!
nur ramizah: soccay
sabrina_halim: later pape u just tell me
nur ramizah: okayhh
nur ramizah: alrite
sabrina_halim88: thank u so much
sabrina_halim88: luv u
nur ramizah: luv u
nur ramizah: i da sent
sabrina_halim88: ok
sabrina_halim88: dia ada blas?
nur ramizah: not yet
nur ramizah: huhu
sabrina_halim88: ooo...
sabrina_halim88: ok
sabrina_halim88: sory sngt sshkn u
sabrina_halim88: i bru pndh rmh
nur ramizah: takpe la
sabrina_halim88: net x stabil lg
nur ramizah : not a big deal la babe
sabrina_halim88 : ssh nk contact dia
nur ramizah: ouh
nur ramizah: i now ni kat megamall kuantan
sabrina_halim: la..
sabrina_halim88: yeke
nur ramizah: ad prmotion for e-government
sabrina_halim88: watpe?
nur ramizah: i bertugas
sabrina_halim88: u under ur company la eh?
sabrina_halim88: how's it so far?
nur ramizah: just jage booth
sabrina_halim88: oo...
sabrina_halim88: hows ur job so far?
nur ramizah: okay la
nur ramizah: huhu
nur ramizah: jap
nur ramizah: ur mom da reply
nur ramizah: she said
nur ramizah: wslm..syukur dpt berita thru u..today is her brother bday
nur ramizah: i'm so worried
nur ramizah: anyway kirim salam
nur ramizah: tell her
nur ramizah: to get a new battery
nur ramizah: or giee news thru nad
sabrina_halim88: hahaha
sabrina_halim88: my mum 2 mmg
sabrina_halim88: dia cuak cket
sabrina_halim88: klu blh sruh i text dia every day je
sabrina_halim88: hahaha
sabrina_halim88: thank u so much ramesh
sabrina_halim88: u saved my life
sabrina_halim88: hahaha
sabrina_halim88: dh 1 week i x xcntct dia
sabrina_halim88: dh x tentu hala dh dia
sabrina_halim88: hahaha
nur ramizah: hehe
nur ramizah: no hal la babe
nur ramizah: heheh
nur ramizah: k la
nur ramizah: i nak wrap up da ni
nur ramizah: heheeh
sabrina_halim88: ok2
sabrina_halim88: thanks again dear
nur ramizah: catch yoy later babe
nur ramizah: hehe
nur ramizah: bye2
sabrina_halim88: alright
sabrina_halim88: tc
nur ramizah: u too
nur ramizah: anything nak i reply to ur mom
sabrina_halim88: xpyh kot
sabrina_halim88: ckup la just that dia dh lega
sabrina_halim88: thanks btw
nur ramizah: okayh
nur ramizah: u r most welcomre
nur ramizah: welcome
nur ramizah: alrite then
nur ramizah: daa~
sabrina_halim88: daa

then later i ym-ed with nad through haziq. dapat lagi kena bebel from nad. hahaha. totally a hari-kena-marah day for me. one more from the landlord coz we didn't switch off the motor. it's not my fault though.

my mum sure worried sick about me. if i go back home late sure she'll be texting me every 30 minutes. chill k ma! sorry to make you feel like this. don't worry. i didn't forget khal's birthday. as soon as the net is stable, i'll straight away call you yah!

p/s: to dino, this is the ramesh i've been talking bout. haha

06.06.09 - happy 13th birthday to khaliq

to my one and only brother - happy birthday khal. you're officially a teenager now. kakak will always love you. sorry can't call you right now. the net is extremely crazy. will call you later k!

psycho bitches

kak nani, aten and i have turned into psycho bitches. yes we are! so what? got a problem with that?

30.05.09 - happy 22nd birthday to kak tirah

sorry for the late wishes kak tirah. you know i always love you no matter what happens. 1 week a bit late huh? i'm such a bad person. really3x sorry

20.05.09 - happy 20th birthday to izzati nor

p/s: photos courtesy of syahida jaya and kak nani